ME;

2009-08-03T02:32:00.000-07:00

Hello (:

I've moved to upsidedown-s.livejournal.com

I will not be deleting this anytime soon, so feel free to tag!

Loves!

2009-07-07T04:44:00.000-07:00

TINGXIE IS TMR.
AND MATH'S ON THURS.
FRI'S ARUGUMENTATIVE.

but who cares about unhappy stuff anyways.
:D

OMG, i just saw the wonderboys performing So Hot and Nobody. (YOU SHOULD WATCH IT TOO)
SO CUTEEEEE!
HAHAHAHA, going mad again.
Wonderboys consists of SeungRi (<3), SungMin(<3), Shindong, TaeMin, Jo Kwon.
ehh,im not sure where Jo Kwon is from, 2AM or sth? i dont know.
ANYWAY, Seung Ri's from bigbang, Sungmin and Shindong are from SuJU, and Taemin's from SHINee.

Speaking about SHINee, JongHyun's number one on my list! :D :D
Followed by Key :D
HAHAHEEEE.

Urghh, I can't upload Jonghyun's fabfabfab pic.
Stupid Blogger.
>:/

but guess what! He has the same surname as RYEOWOOK!
OMG. <3
Kim Ryeowook <3
Kim Jonghyun <3

15july my birthday :D

2009-07-03T09:48:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA.

I keep laughing at that intimate note where heechul etc cross dressed. And i think i've watched it like five times over already.

Shit,I think i can watch it a hundred times and not stop laughing. HAH.
Heechul is preettty,and everyone knows that. (haaaaaaah). The dancing part was just Fantastic :D

Okay,Im watching ep24 now.
It's about 5mins past this one and leeteuk's outfit is weird. actually it's only his pants and his shoes. ~~It makes him look gay.~~ Shhh.
RYEOWOOK!! looks super guai,as always. :D
and now to continue with the other five mins. (hehehe)
im done with Part1 of ep24:D
It seems that kangin and sungmin have an awkward relationship,damn funny hahah. (&sungmin looks damn cute hahaha)

Now, Part2!
haha,okay the awkwardness between sungmin and kangin is still hilarious!

And Part3!
Omg,sungmin kept laughing, it's dfamn funny! and i expected for sungmin to spit, not kangin! :D

Lastly,Part4!
So it turns out that heechul and eunhyuk are awkward too. So there's like some duouble parts in the story.

Okay,this is exciting. i shall end my post here:D

RYEOWOOK! :D :D :D

Okay,this is the super cool pose(:

& this is the super cute one! <3

(the dog's cute toooo).

oh, and here's one of SUNGMIN :D

loveslovesloves, beverly.
P.S. CCA please start soon. (:

2009-06-22T23:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO:D

CAMP CAMELOT,2009 WAS SIMPLY GREATT.
And Farewell, it was Sad.
(We'll always remember you, bluebadges) :D

But i shall not post about camp this year.
'Cause its always remain in my heart(:

Anyhoo,I've got a new song, FLY WITH ME by the JonasBrothers:D

If it's you and me forever
If it's you and me right now
I'd be alright
Be alright
We'll chase the stars to lose our shadow
Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine
So won't you fly
Fly
Fly with me

It's the bestttt part of the song, also the last part.
This proves one thing: Leave the Best for the Last.
(Haha,random.)

Jobatt yesterday was mostly boring, nothing much to say.
And im not that looking forward to the rest of the holidays cause it'll be me and my guilt of not doing homework.

I NEED THAT ONE WEEK EXTENDED HOLIDAY.
Please?

Today's my Mum's birthday, So
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY:D :D :D :D :D

There's gonna be GuidesCarnival this sat.
and i've got 20bucks to spend. (That's not good 'cause it meant i didn't even manage to sell even half the tickets i was supposed to. So i had to buy it with MY MONEY! heartbreak.)

Hmm, i wonder how's school gonna be after the holidays.
Good, I hope.
Bad,i suppose.

love,beverly :D

2009-05-28T20:30:00.000-07:00

hello there!

today's friday and i can't wait for the class bbq(:

anyways,i woke up early in the morning and had nothing to do. so i decided to switch on the computer and watch some MVs.
and i watched the "it's You" by Super Junior.
OMG, its nice(:
watched a couple of parody, seriously hilarioous!

oh,i finally found that song. thinking of you by katy perry. all thanks to the badbunny,siming!
Katy Perry's preeetty! &the MV was kinda gross, but sad):
the Hot n Cold MV was simply retarded,but funny.

i think during the holidays i'll be damn busy.
WEEK ONE;
1. heritage trail
2. science centre trip
3. Extra lessons
4. gateway
5. badge course

WEEK TWO;
1. Pre-camp
2. gateway

WEEK THREE;
1. CAMP!

WEEK FOUR;
1. Job att.

and many many other things to dooooo.

I've a month long holiday, but i can't call it a holiday anymore, can I?
booo.

Anyways, have fun Beverly(:

2009-05-03T01:35:00.000-07:00

3 posts in a row! yaye.

i've felt depressed/angry/jealous/happy in the past hour or so.

What the heck.
i realise i have no life.

it's not that i've just realised that.
it's just that i'm a LOSER.

And well, for one, SHE has a way better life than me.
So what on earth is she complaining about!

Shouldn't i be the one complaining?

Okay,maybe it's not really right that i should as well.
because i have to admit, its not all of the time that my life sucks.
but Still!

:/

(Okay,for the person who's reading right now, i think you've no idea what i'm talking about right)

ANYWAY,
GET ON WITH LIFE.

Yesterday!(:

Me,my brother and my dad went out. Not to bugis though, but went to causeway instead.
But nevermind!
We watched Fast and Furious 4.
And the only reason i watched it at first was because there was no other movie that suited our timing and the only movie that wasn't NC16.
But it turned out great!
thought i didn't get almost half the show (like what they were doing,etc),
the show was freakin' funnny(:

there was this weird guy who started laughing like out of no where.
There wasn't even anything to laugh about.
damn weird.
then me and my brother were like "siao.".
HAHA.

oh1 and there were free popcorns and drinks for every ticket.
labour day special(:
but anyways, the tickets are like 10bucks each.

thenthenthen
We ate SAKAE!:D :D :D :D :D
I like sort of persuaded my dad to go.
and i felt super guilty 'cause half the time i couldn't taste much of the food.
i had blocked nose.
Rawr.

the bill was about 37bucks.
but because of the GST(7%) and service charge(10%) it became 44bucks.
WHATTHEHECK.
there was not much service to begin with.
the only service was taking our order and bringing it to the table.
i want to kill.

i shall stop complaining about money.
lest someone thinks i'm being cheapskate.
:D

Nothing much happened today.

Getting back chem tomorrow.
damndamndamn.

I seriously need much luck.

And may get back the maths paper too.
Need much luck for this too.

Shit.
Pray for me.

(;

2009-05-01T21:05:00.000-07:00

hello again(:

i think i wanna go find another skin.
cause the current one is like caps for every post.
i find it kinda annoying to read.
but still, am too lazy to do so.

im halfway done with packing my camp bag.
seriously nothing to do now:/

i need some new songs to fill me! (:
suggestions anyone? :D

oh,i saw kaising at the bread stall yesterday at admiralty.
but i think she didn't see me cause i saw her like walk past,so didn't bother to say hi.
it was like a one second thing.
haha.

i've been having weird dreams lately,
on thursday, it was about some noodle stall. i can't really remember.
and yesterday was about my mum printing something.
i don't know why i have such weird and random dreams either.

im going to bugis later! yipeee.
(don't stalk me arh. haha)

right now, i'll just play more computer games until i rot on this chair of mine(:

Maybe it was all a dream;

2009-05-01T02:38:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

Yaye,BEVERLY!
I've like finally come to post for like,what, MONTHS? (?!?!)
haha. Though i doubt that anyone will actually see this.
but oh well.

im sick, rawr.
had fever but feeling slightly better.
Just that my flu and sore throat is horrendous.
:/
i actually thought i had swine flu, cause i had almost all the symptoms. (CHOY!!).

Next week's camp! (6may-8may 09!)
im really excited(:
Just one problem: HIGH elements.
FEAR OF HEIGHTS! ahhhhhhh.
i remember P5 camp, when i had to do abseiling and other in-the-air stuff, i seriously was gonna cry.
HOW!
i'll just have to enjoy the rest of the camp then.

GUIDES CAMP!
im in Avalon Patrol.
I shan't comment.
Though im really really excited for the camp.
it's four days three nights.
and campfire's gonna be on the first day.
JIAYOU GATEWAY!(:

Surprisingly, We got into CC.
This is so weird. It was super-ly shocking when i heard the news form nienping yesterday.
Since we have this second chance,we shall not let this chance slip by.
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU! :D
CC's from the 2nd to 5th june.

i realise there's like three camps already. haha.

anyways, tests have made me so very busy.
it's like after a test on friday, you'll feel totally slack, until you think, "oh,there's a test on tuesday".

Im totally gonna screw yesterday's maths test.
I looked at the paper and just blanked out.
i think it's also cause i was a litle sick,so i couldn;t really concentrate much on the test.
and we're getting back chem on monday.
i think i won't get the grades i want and have to get.

week8: we'll have bio and maths.
Both are gonna be freaking hard.
bio is like super alot to study. For maths, i don't even understand the stoopid topic please.

SCREW YOU,TESTS.

Let me end off with a happy note,

I LOVE ME! (:

(:Beverly.

2009-02-28T03:34:00.000-08:00

HELLO(:

Many,many things has happened since i last posted.

Yesterday(27Feb09);
We had guides.
& Me,tab,nienping,karyee,esther,min,ashley did outdoor cooking.
One word for the Chicken: ROCKS(:
& i still think i smell like charcoal, though my mum says i',m crazy.

Really hope that this term's PPR would be A-OKAY.
& i hope that my chinese test won't pull me down.
the irony of hating chinese, but lovin' my ting xie.

but one thing's for sure: weekten's maths test will = FAIL.
Ah, the depression.

And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Love Story by Taylor Swift.
NICE!
it's 'cause of dew,she kept singing it yesterday.

& i just realised, KARYEE(my hatefriend) is a super sadist(:

karyee the hatefriend convo was hilarious! :

beverly! says:
hahaha,i rock lah

<3>
i like to stone

beverly! says:
oooh,we compliment each other!
how typical of hatefriends(:

<3>
HAHA
we are hatest frens

beverly! says:
oohh,cool(:
i think we're beginning to form a bond! (tsk,chemm)

<3>
ms lee must be happy now
whos your chem teacher

beverly! says:
ms lee!

<3>
lets form ionic bond i like ionic bond

beverly! says:
omg

<3>
HHAHA

beverly! says:
hahahaha
ionic hatefriend bond

Im now waiting for some extrodinarily great surprise to happen to me.
...
...
Nothing's happening.

&I'll just hopw everything will be okay.

Life's a roller coaster, but i'll pull through.
I Have To.

Many Many Many: UPDATES!

2009-01-29T06:12:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

I seriously thought i was gonna delete this dumb Ol' thing.
Kinda don't bear to. Ohwell.

Love david A's songs now(:
A little too not over you & Crush.

like,whoohoo, nice! All thanks to CNA.

REally busy&lazy nowadays that i can't post. Probably will still keep thing thing.
So i can vent my anger on a particular idiot.

& this idiot shall be referred to as IT.
IT is a weirdo.
IT sucks.
IT is SO FREAKIN' FAKE.

OHWELL.

New Sec ones tmr! (:
& HIBISCUS'S Potluck shall be GREAT,
like a little picnic.
&kaiying's bringing hibiscus tea,cool.

& im bringing BANANAS! ( 'cause they're cheap, healthy, and have manymany)
*tohnienping/tabithatan/fungsiming(&whoever else who thinks im cheapskate) : WELL,IM NOT!
It's for the good of everyone. (oh, how thoughtful i am)

there's:
bio
history
chi
chem

to study for.
and im done with : ZERO.
like, greatt.

this year's new year was rather..
boring?
ang pow's so little.
well,can't help it with all the recession :/

Recently my nose's blocked every night.
Totally ):

okay,still excited for tmr's games : D
Hope everything'll go well!

<3, beverly.

All the Rubbish that's happened:D

2008-12-02T06:37:00.000-08:00

HELLO :D

IMPORTANT! -Please take Note(:

I'll be overseas from the 7th-12th dec (Midnight)!
So if you sms/call me,i won't be able to get back to you till then yeah.

Anyways,many things have happened since i've last posted.
Well,for one,im choing-ing CIP! Hope to get my hours before june:D
Yaye for me.
Also,i've passed first aid(: though i thought the doc was rather lenient.
(Okay,fine,everyone did,i guess)
BUT IM PROUD OF MYSELF.

hmm,what else happened? ohyes,gateway. (No,i'll not say anything much,feeling lazy now)
ummmm, OH! Orchid,Hibiscus&Swallow outing.
Apparently Orchid is going to the exact same place and doing the almost exact same thing as Hibiscus for outing too.
&thy're like a week apart. Haha,how funny.
Idk bout Swallow outing yet though :/
(I still find it rather ridiculous to have 3 patrols in two years. But that's life for me huh.)

Okay,many other stuff happened but my brin's a little pre-occupied with some crap i shouldn't be thinking of.
Kinda think of it, I really ought to start my homework.
Well,lazy me. Typical me.

oooh,okay,im thinking again.hahahahaa.
Okay,COOKIE SALE!(27nov08)
did like first shift with kimberly,jinny,(the very ill)siming,yutian.
Rachel was there too.
During lunchtime like,when i was walking back to the stall,i saw that actress in that current 5.30pm show on ch8. Her character name's En'na/Stella.
&she looks old,like,big panda eyes and freckles.
Still,she has that ahlian look,haha.
Then rachel told me the day after(HC acombined activity day) that she saw this other actress, dunno what's her name,Page what? don't know lah. She was saying she went there to buy cookies or sth,not sure eh.

Anw,HC Combined activity(: (28nov08!)
Grouped with tabitha and shermaine and also 2 other HC guys.
Think one's sec1 and the other's sec3.Can't rmb their names..
We had this amazing race thingy&we combined with karyee,wanqi,rachel's group(:
It's really alot more fun with them!: D

First checkpoint:Sembawang hotsprings.
And i kept talking about my grandma hahahaha. We actually landed right below my grandma's block,how cool.Maybe i should have went up for a drink(:

Second destination: Toa Payoh! We had to climbed 30storeys ohmygod.
We were the third group to reach there,yaye!:)
At first we all choing up like crazy,but after the fifth storey, i started to get like super-ly dizzy. It's like going round and round hahaha. So then lessened my speed.
But eventually(somehow) got myself all the way up.
Sense of Achievement! :D
Took a group photo then took the very quick lift down.
I wonder if the lifts actually all break down,how would the people living that floor manage?
They'll take forever.hahaha.

Vicky's treating us ice cream 4thdec. THANKS!
&i'll definitely do flagday for her next year,whooopee.

You make it real;James Morrison:D

BEVERLY(:

FOTF!

2008-11-05T07:24:00.001-08:00

HELLO!

(Nowadays,seems lke i'm talking to myself)

Ohwell,nevermind,that's not the point anyways.

Been hearing this song "The Man Who Can't Be Moved" recently. OhMan,NICE!
Especially the Chorus. It's really greatt(:

Anyways, chiong-ing SL CIP now,haha.
So kinda busy for this and next week.

Had CIP yesterday at FOTF(:
Like many many groups did there. HAHA,COOOL!
For the first session we just type type type the whole day.
For 6 hours. OhMyGosh(Yes,That's after taking out the onehour of lunch)
HAHAHA,we're so hardworking can! :D

It was boring,really. And i got the wrost place, like fantastic.
The others all get nice comfy chair while i get the wooden one and my comp's...
Super Old! So im not used to it at all. i find it really hard to adapt to the computer that's proably been there for a decade.
And the rest get the more modenized ones
WTH! So unfair :/

Nevermind(Realise i always use this to comfort myself,although it's not any better), i'll use th comp dew used previouly since she's not going tmr(:
YAYE, at least i think i'll work faster.
Although it's awfully boring.
but i really do not mind doing more of this kinda CIP(Its easy(: )
& the people are really nice! HAH.

$ What i've learnt during that 6hours of typing: ADULTS HAVE HORRIBLE HANDWRITING. MOST, NOT EVEN LEGIBLE.
Haha, like great! Gonna have more of that Eye-scutinizing, mind-boggling work tomorrow(:
Wish Me Luck! (In deciphering them!)

(: Beverly!

INKHEART/INKSPELL/INKDEATH! HIBISCIS OUTING(:

2008-11-03T07:03:00.000-08:00

HELLO :D HELLO:D

I wanted to post something.
IT'S VERY IMPORTANT!
Actually, all my posts are importanat.
Just that this is especially important,
ESPECIALLY.

let me think. HMM.

?
clueless.still.

OH! (Sudden Realization ROCKS (: )

This is INKHEART! (the book)
IT ROCKS.

This is INKSPELL (the book)
IT ROCKS.

This is INKDEATH (the book)
IT ROCKS.

This is INKSPELL (the MOVIE)
IT REALLY ROCKS.

It's super terrific release date: 22nd January 2009

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

!

ITS A MUST WATCH!

I HAVE HAVE HAVE to go watch.
Or i'll regret.
for the rest of my life,
seriously.

OHMYGOD!
i can't wait. WhatTheHell.
AH! Who wants to watch with me? (:

Anyways, THE BOOK ROCKS LIKE, OMG (okay,don't get me started again,Beverly)
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!
I LOVE INKHEART/INKSPELL/INKDEATH.
YOU ROCK MY LIFE & READING BOOKS HAS BEEN EVEN MORE FANTA-BULOUS WITH YOU :D

It's just sad that there isn't a Fourth book to this. ITS A TRILOGY D:
OhMan.

Another Good News! (:

HIBISCIS PATROL OUTING SOON SOON SOON (:
whooohooo, i wanna go to EAST COAST!
We can cycle/rollerblade/play sand and water(HAHA)/ PICNICC!
& we shall make and eat cookie dough( kaiying's fabulous idea)
cookies dough is fun to make.
and nice to eat.
YAYENESS(:

:D Beverly!

SICK):

2008-10-29T07:18:00.001-07:00

hello! long time since i've posted yeah.

haha,this shall be sad post,because im sick D : (okay,you can cry now)
(okay,joking lah.)

but seriously,sucks having fever plus throat inflammation at the same time.

RAWR.

okay,let me describe the symptoms.

1. nausea
2. no appetite (because you feel like vomiting) (thought im hungry,HA)
3. throat is freakin pain till you can't even swallow your own saliva (boooooo.)
4. splitting headache : O
5. COOOLD! (like freezing when my brother sweated cause i didnt wanna turn on the fan) HAHA

and yesterday night was horrible horrible horrible.

i woke up every hour (it's really quite accurate!) in cold sweat.
HORRIBLE.
and i was burning lke crazy, felt super cold.

speaking about feeling cold, i actually felt really cold at the entrance of the MRT. (?!?) like its always warm there.
hahahaahhaa.

anyways,feeling much better now,though i think my throat feels worse but my fever isnt so bad though the headache is still there.

darn, my mum made me eat youghurt when my throat is hurting so badly.
gahh.
took like half an hour to finish.
hah.

its getting late.
i guess.
but not very tired,i dunno why.
feel like reading my book.
shall do just that (:

For every breath he took,
it seemed to take his life away, bit by bit.
They were calling him, he could hear their whispers in his ear.

beverly(:

:/

2008-10-13T00:55:00.000-07:00

):

)':

and then.

im feeling so.. confused? depressed? overly stressing out or freaking out over everything else?

whatever.

i knew this was coming, i just didnt want to accept it.
i'd rather be stuck,still, in this denial mental state that i am now.

but then again, how can i.

being labeled irresponsible/useless/'not up to it'/lousy.
seriously, whatever.

still, HOW CAN I?

i'm really at a total complete loss to what i am to do.
no matter how much i had tried before,i just couldn't grasp of what was going on.
really, i don't deserve this.
neither do they.

i can't do anything without thinking about this now.
it just keeps urging me to 'START!'.
but what can i do.
i know nothing. i'm a failure,i'll admit it.

2008-10-09T04:34:00.000-07:00

hello!
short post here!
today we had a 'reflection day'.
gah,no comments.

ahhh,and i did many bad things today):
really sorry:/
sigh!

hahahaha,nienping that piece of *oob! hahahahah:D

grr,irritating brother.

ahhh,im really scared to getting back my results.
i bet it'll suck.
greatt.

okay,fact #4! : cheekopeh's shoe=slippers=super flying shoes=lethal/dangerous weapon!!
hahaha.

whoohooo games carnival tmr.
whoohoo,FRISBEE.(im being sarcastic in this line)
freakin' pissed,not because im in frisbee(though i still hate it),but because _________.im not gonna say it,but it doesnt make a diff anws.so no point complaining.
--RAWRRRRRR!--

okay,i'll just try to enjoy myself tmr,though i hope the group won't be like those "oh,so sian" kinda attitude.
whatever.

yeah,other patrol people who see this, please link HIBISCUS:D
www.hibiscushibiscisfromthehibis.blogspot.com

<3,beverly!

helloboredom,hello ham!

2008-10-07T18:35:00.000-07:00

helllo!
yeah,still,dying of boredom.
but it's definitely better than studying all day long.
got flu and cough,shucks.
makes my eyes itchy.

and im home alone,great.
its around 930am now.have been sitting here doing nothing for the past two hours.

oooh,i just realised everything now revolves around ham.
ham.ham.ham.
hahahahahaha.
like,
breakfast:bread&ham.(&cheese?)
lunch:maggie mee&egg&ham.
& if im hungry in th afternoon,more bread&ham.

the 2ndUS presidential debate's on CNA now.
like,boring. (HAHA)
watched the first one and was like, "RIGHT..."

ahhh,i want cable tv!!
then i can watch camp rock and other fabulous show, rather than wasting my time here,doing absolutely nothing.

okay,since im so bored,let me tell you sth! hahaha.

#1 siming likes to eat/drink air (and is really good in doing so)
#2 kimberly thinks she's nice/cute (actually,NOPE!)
#3 & some people are real idiots. (guess who!)

okay,what should i do now,seriously.
suggestions on the tagboard please(:
(no rubbish,thanks)

yayeee,beverly.

:D

2008-10-07T04:06:00.000-07:00

hello!
just a quick post, then i'll go watch tv:D

exams are over! ohyeah!

went to j8,northpoint&causeway point with a bunny and goat today.
hahahaha.

its a long story,so i shant type it all out.
hurrhurr.

anyways,looking forward to that $100 voucher day:D i want to spend it NOWWWW!
teeeheee.
yuwei wants to go out during hols tooo. hahaha.yayeee.

what to say,what to say?
ohhh, that previous post, yeah,i was emo-ing,so like ignore it kays! hahaha:D

blahblahblahblah.

okay,tv time:D

getitoveranddone.bs:D

2008-10-05T23:02:00.000-07:00

hello all!
(hope you've relinked me,yaye)
i've changed my url to prevent certain people from reading. (some people should know who)
hinthint(: it was a HARD decision,seeing how i didnt want to hurt anyone.
no harm done i guess(: now that i've changed it anyway.. (:

gahh,i liked the previous url more though:/ sigh.

been feeling moody nowadays.
i clearly know who im annoyed (pissed?) about.i shant say who.
not that im being unreasonable. i really dont think i am.
&i don't get this pissed at someone like her so easily.
makes me sad):

i don't know luhh.
its like whenever i see her, i cant stand the sight of her,makes me even more irritated.
but somehow,i really don't want this to continue.

maybe she won't even understand why im so unhappy, or maybe no one will.
i don't like to talk about these things ya' know.
makes me dwell more on those unhappy incidents.

maybe, after exams it'll be as before.
but i don't have high hopes.
she seems not to sense this(thoygh i think she would have,knowing her)
but i'd rather believe she's avoiding me too.

i shouldn't dwell anymore.
if its not gonna happen, i'll heck it.

yaye,i shall be happy:D
(now that eoys are almost over!)
though depressed at the prospect at getting back my maths and science.
maths and sci sucks! whoohoo:D
if i had a choice,i wouldnt even bother studying these sub.
if i don't have the ability to do it, then i'd rather drop it.
why keep trying over and over when there's no point in doing so?
RUBBISH.

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY!
ohyaye,im looking forwards to guides!
been so bored with studying or doing nothing.(like now)

PICS <3! m'sia camp,north-d campfire&more!(:

2008-09-04T01:23:00.001-07:00

hello!
haven't posted for a long time.
you all annoying people (jk luh) keep asking me to post. so here i am! (:

let me post some pics! its like wonderful, especially because i have such a flair for taking pictures you know! :D

EILEEN'SBIRTHDAY
*If anyone has the pics we took tgt, send ME(:*

rachel&eileen!(: aww,so loving! HAHA.

SENGKANG CAMPFIRE(: 30aug08!

AUNTIE HAWA fighting with shermaine, tsktsk.

see the height difference? its like a rollercoaster track.hahaha(:

hawa the AUNTIE threating people with her auntie-ish purple umbrella!

spastic!(: (&shermaine's blurred face looks freaky o0 )

HAHA,JANICECHUA. i shall revenge myself, so watch out!!) (:

funnayee!

see the two figures there? shermaine,kaiying. oh wait,rebecca's the last one there.
so its shermaine,kaiying then rebecca.
(MY FLASH FAILED ME ): )

kaiying is scary. hoho!

shermaine again!

&! hawa and shermaine WITHOUT kaiying. so there isn't much diff huh? (:

MALAYSIA CAMP! 16aug08-25aug08!
I didn't manage to take a lot of pics though:/

the cute kittens we saw/met who seemed very lost :/ at the bus depot place(going to the campsite)

JANICECHUA the HEADLESS(:

YAYE, our pose for the dance! (:

THIS IS SPASTIC.

in taiping zoo(: the very long, 'stoney' neck of rachel's. HAHA.

in taiping zoo(: &this is RACHEL!

the stream which is connected to the waterfall(: nice eh:D

In taiping zoo(: MOOMOOO!

In taiping Zoo(: Its a camel!
YAYE!
29082008. 2GRACE(some of us!)&one retarded tabitha with MRTEOH(: hahah.

TADAA!
i feel so accomplished(:
yet guilty for not starting on geog. GRR:/

tooodles(:
beverly!

im yours by jason mraz

2008-08-24T21:50:00.001-07:00

HEY PEOPLE! :D

im back,-cheers- hahaha.
yeah,im tired, so i shall not blog about the camp now. but!
heres a new song!

i'm yours by jason mraz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
I look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment, people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, do you, d-d-do, do you want to come?
Scooch on over closer dear, I'll whisper in your ear
Oh yes love, love love love love love
Love you love, love you love

I've been spending way too long tricking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Come on and open up your mind and see like me
(I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free
(No more, no more)
I look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, there's no need
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours, I'm sayin' I'm yours

yeah babyy! (:
<3, beverly!

malaysia camp! x) dumbo test! 'money not enough 2'!

2008-08-11T04:24:00.000-07:00

hello peeps!:D

ahhhhhh,im freakin' out about camp AGAIN.
im leaving in 5days time!!
ohmygosh,that really fast.
and great,one day before i have geog and ting1 xie3!
grrrr,ting1 xie3, i hateyou.
but yaye,i'll miss maths test,cause i confirm fail one! x) science,crap you. one day after i come back is the test. i procrastinate!! when would i even be able to study for the test luhh!

grrr,chikungunya is there man,im like super kiasu. HAHA(:

i bet you people are gonna miss me!! ;)

think i'll get super home sick kays.
like that time in xi'an! plus that was a shorter trip,though malaysia is nearer!
and i heck care,im bringing my phone no matter what!

yayee,30august have sengkang campfire!!(:

my mum says i should study more,she claims that i do guides stuff everyday.
its not everyday kays!i probably do many things cause of guides,but doesnt mean i dont study kays. ):

sigh. life is boring.
whats the use of memorising every single word for a test and forgetting it all right after it? see,tests are useless. it only tests your memory space and maybe a little understanding.

i shall be happy(;
money not enough 2 is a super nice movie kays! <3
i went to watch it yesterday with my brother,mum and dad!
its like very touching and funny! my mum cried,ohmygosh and she was sitting beside me,so it made me feel like crying. grrr,i didnt luhh,i find it awkward crying when you're watching a movie. embarrassing? haha,whatever.
you people should watch it man!

this movie always full house one kays, so i sat the first row and my neck my like 'crack crack'. HAHA(:

kays,shall watch tv now:D
<3,beverly!

campfires<3 , camp! , SILVER!!

2008-07-30T04:39:00.000-07:00

hello! glad to see me back yeah! (:
its been approx 25 days since i've posted :O
many things have happened between these 25days. campfires! ILOVECAMPFIRES.
malaysia camp meetings were rather fun? awkward? haha,i dont know. but it was good(:
hoho,i love our modified family dance yo! and that -FREEZE- moment.gosh damn smart. whats her name? jiemin i think? shes a born dancer! HAHA!
i've got this malay-like costume,it wasnt actually supp to be one actually, but ohwell, my mum says it looks like one. just that i have to wear a shirt inside,and i cant find a suitable one >:/ i definitely look weird in that.

ahhh! 2weeks till camp, im gonna be damn home sick. im being paranoid all the time about it, like forgetting to bring something(you know how forgetful i can be!) or messing up with anything.
gahhh,stressed up! >:0 i think im balding due to this tremendous stress!!!!!

i realise i still have to study for geog test in week 8. 15aug! so dumb man!
i thought i could miss geog test! hoho, i slacker luhh.

16-25august. gooooodbye people.

tmr's patrol meeting,got alot of things to do, so come early people!(:

ohyeah.i almost forgot one really impt issue!
congratulating me for this duper great achievement(;

SILVER! for the 8th elementz sci comp(:
the science project rocks man! it got us a silver and bronze,hah! (: im really happy!

liven up my tagboard someone,im so lonely):
cheeeko, never come anymore! -zingboom! wowbam!- HAHA.

awake by secondhand serenade

2008-07-05T07:45:00.000-07:00

i feel inspired.

Awake by Secondhand Serenade

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything

i don't wanna miss anything.

<3,beverly.>

"getting over it is even harder"

2008-07-05T05:45:00.000-07:00

hey there;)

yeah,im feeling kinda alright,i guess.
just that i feel sad when i think about it. and because of this,i cant sleep at night!(tired~) i keep thinking and thinking and thinking.
i dont really know what im thinking about exactly, its just random flashbacks.
and im sure i'll never forget.

"accepting reality is hard,getting over it is even harder."
-maryanne's display name.
so true.

it is really hard for me to let go,just like i had to leave swallow last year.

im still feeling sad,hmph, stupid me.
but i shall need to get overr it(not meaning that i'll forget orchid!)
(jiayou tokk and chua(: )love you guys!

i'll try hard to adjust to my new patrol,rather excited for the first patrol meeting,i wonder...
i really hope we can bond together!(:
oh,i want a hibiscus patrol blog! (i like patrol blogs!(: )

enough of crying over me.

we have new commanders now,bluebadge.
they are:sarahong,shermaine,priscilla,rachaelteo,yeeching(?),joanna,xinying,tracy.
these are our commanders 08-09,jiayou(:

heres some pics i got from amy's/juliana's blogs.

this was after promotion,04.07.2008.
so my face is all red from the crying and stuff,but i tried to put a smile!
its like my last memory.
okay!i dont want that to be my last memory of orchid<3.

1stjuly,tues patrol meeting(my last official patrol meeting with orchid!).
birthday cake for the whites.

and this is ethel cutting the cake.(dont know if it juliana or amy,but one of them took it without ethel realising!:X

haha,this makes me happy again.

bye,beverly.

swallow,orchid,hibiscus.

2008-07-04T07:36:00.000-07:00

hello one and all.

now,im transferred to hibiscus(weird, yellow/blue/green badge ps/pl all from swallow!)
reflecting,i think im a very playful,immature person at times.
from now on,i really have to change,to be less playful and more serious in doing things.

now comes a bigger responsibility,i really don't know if i can take up this challenge.so,im very sorry if i've done anything or is going to do anything that would disappoint anyone..
im really afraid of this future that lies ahead of me.
questioned myself as i was walking home. "am i able to take this challenge?" "am i capable enough?", what if im not,what if i disappoint everyone,what if i fail hibiscus,sngg.

form swallow in 2007june to orchid2008july.and now,the rest of my guiding life to hibiscus.
why me.
can't i just be left alone,in this corner to hide and somewhere to run.

thank you orchid,for all the times i've had with you lovely people(:
i truly enjoyed every single one of you,from the whites all the way to the yellows.
jiayou,joey&shua

i will certainly miss you,miss all the crazy times though it was only a year with orchid(and half a year with whites).
"an orchidian always and forever." will i really?im scared that as time passes, so will our bond.

and thank you all who have sent me sweet smses/talked to me/gave me a hugg. i'll always remember these little things you all have done. thank you!!(:

im know im such a freak,a weirdo.

<3,beverly
swallow june07!
orchid july08!
hibiscus!

SPCA!

2008-07-03T03:06:00.000-07:00

Society For The Prevention Of Cruelty To Animals. i wanted to do that for the guides cip. but its at least 4months attachment. so we may not have time. a pity): i really really wanted to help. :/

<3,

<3,

love you animals(:

<3, beverly.

ahh, im really scared.tomorrow.

:/

HAPPY!

2008-07-02T04:54:00.001-07:00

this is motivation(:
i shall persevere .

<3beverly

current earplugs!

2008-06-28T07:13:00.000-07:00

yayee! now about songs!

found some really nice songs today.

current earplugs!
1.hold on - jonas brothers
2.maybe - secondhand serenade
3.fall for you - secondhand serenade
4.your call - secondhand serenade
5.awake - secondhand serenade

i think the lyrics are,to some extent, rather meaning.
when you have the time, go listen(;

i think 'your call','awake and 'maybe' is nicer than 'fall for you' though it was on the hits on 987 recently.

music is a drug

love,beverly(:

open house; guides!!

2008-06-28T06:48:00.000-07:00

hello(:

guides session today! and open house!

morning reached science lab B for the exhibition. the place was like ghost town. while the lab next door was so lively.

because of the brain-dead but heart alive dissected frog. ugh, when i first saw it i got a shocked. cause when valerie asked me to turn around, i suddenly saw the dissected frog (which wasnt a preettty sight) , which i totally freaked upon seeing. until awhile later, (i was ahem mentally prepared?)i went to see it. and took two pictures. oh,deniseneo and joanna were there too.

stayed till 12.25 like that then left for guides with jinny.
had gadgets test. retook thrice,failed thrice.
JIAYOU JOEY&BEVERLY <3>
i think we make a really fun pair! must tie faster ;) HAHA(:

then had outdoor cooking! yaye!
there's me<3,joey<3,janicelee<3,jiahui<3,dew<3.>best!

then jiahui and joey damn funny. then oiled the bottom of the pan but didnt oil the inside :X
so our fish was like stuck to the pan abit, but it got out later cause we ate from the pan(:

we had really much funn in starting and maintaining the fire. at some points the fire was damn big and hott. at some point the fire's like making us freak out - "omg,the fire is dying!!"

and we compared it with ,haha, a vampire. - edward cullen! (twilight fans! - im not one of 'em,joey is! )
was so tired when we finally cleared up.
and so desperate for water.
went to buy slurpee! yaye-ness.

then went home with nienping,joey,janicelee,dew.

i really hope for more of these kinda guides sessions! uberr funn (:

love,beverly(:

-next post bour songs (: -

orchid photos <3

2008-06-17T05:41:00.000-07:00

dedicated to orchidians08! <3

sweet,sweet memories. orchid08!

love,beverly!

camp mystery08,farewell yellows!

2008-06-17T03:59:00.000-07:00

hello(: (my usual opening)
yeah,its about camp,and its only gonna be bits and pieces of it cause i cant place exactly where this incident had happened etc that kinda thing. my brain is like short term memory lost.

day one
fall in,then pitched tent and did our shoe rack and clotheslines.
next,had outdoor cooking using solid fuel next to bigfoot patrol. we damn smart, choose the shady spot, but then super isolated from the rest of the patrols x)
cooked maggie noodles with kinda raw egg and sausage! our patrol's noodles,'raw' egg soup and sausage totally rocked! (: we ate it all up in a jiffy(: then simon templar couldnt finish so they gave us like loads to finish :/ super full (but i have to admit, i think that was the best meal all camp,except for macs:X )

then had song session thingo. me and huirou were like superr high. hahaha. though i wished i could be with the right people for these kinda stuff.

then,initiative games!
our 'caterpillar' game was rather successful(:
then had that diminishing load game. whatthehell, i had to piggyback leebin and this other sec3(whats her name??-shes in secret seven) like one after the other. but i couldnt expect tham to piggyback me cause i was heavier than them :/ i felt kinda satisfied bringing them over to the other side though(: but really tiring! :O
then had to run one round the netball court shouting the inspector gadget cheer(: [its the secret mission,lol!]
inspector gadget has the brains,
inspector gadget has the muscles,
inspector gadget has the sexy legs,
and we will win the game! (:

haiyo, wet games was cancelled): that (lijuan's)subaby lo, dont allow.HMPH! >:/
i was so looking forward to that can. sigh.
ate dinner then bathed! bathing was like, i still hate it.but better than last year,i made improvements :X

night trails!!!(:
first stop-outside mpr one.
its just showing facial expressions.
second stop-ethel's station, at some toilet(the spongeob squarepants one), but cant rmb where.
ohmygosh,waited there for some time till the next patrol arrived.
then ethel was there with us like just talking.
as we were about to go into the toilet to play the game, ethel suddenly switched off the lights and some figure suddenly popped out! i totally freaked and screamed,and teared. whattheheck,it was only trina.
tsktsk,how could they play such a dirty trick! haha,jk luhh,that was what made the night trial even more exciting and freaky.
the game wasnt really scray,just using your mouth the poke the sticks into plasticine.
third stop-container room
charlotte and rachel teo were the gamemasters there.
then the story was sth like this girl got pulled into the waters.-a hand grabbed her ankle and dragged her in.
then as charlotte and rachelteo explained, i kept turning behind me to make sure no one was there and stuff. coincidentally, i saw danette,and someone(cant rmb who) creeping behind us,then i saw them and stared at them, then they gave the expression like "urgh,you saw us?!?".so i told leebin that theres someone behind us.she like no reaction,then they grabbed her ankle,i think she freaked abit. later,leebin told me she thought i was joking when i told her someone was behind us! lol.
its some pass-the-message thingo.
i was the second last. and the message i got was sth like "a 13year old girl named joan,sth 13,sth 18,died of heart failure" and the real message was totally different from what i got. nothing to do with a 13year old girl,nothing to do with joan,nothing to do with heart failure.
smart right! HAHAHA.
next stop was supposedly the playground,15mins left. but didnt go in the end,we were all too scared to go. with the exception of joanna of course ;)

had guides own later,wrote to five(elissa,shermaine,sarahong,ethel,chinpei)!there are many more people i want to thank,but not enough paper and stuff. (i split one papaer into 4 so im not wasting paper!(: )
received five too(: - from ethel,bunny(siming),yutian,shakespeare,deniselee.
yaye,i was really touched you know.love you guys!
-----sleep in tent-----(as usual,freakin hott)

day two

pt(four rounds-totally unexpected actually,then had some jumps and crunches-crunches are torture)
breakfast is like urghhh. i never liked it.i rather they give us a little too little to eat than too much, cause if im still a little hungry can still drink water to bloat myself.yeah im weird,whatever.

inspection! yaye,i indeed labeled everything! yaye me(: so its a record of two years that i've labeled everything(or at least everything they've checked). accomplishment!
and melissa really checks everything,except for dirty clothes of course!oh,the people inspecting our patrol was rachelteo and melissa.
the only thing confiscated was huirou's slippers cause the labels fell out.

----------camp preparations----------
abit bo liao sometimes,cause of the stupid rain>:/ hohoho.

then dinner.. cherida and kristie couldnt finish their food,then they vomited. urgh,i felt lilke burning the food away when i had to stuff my mouth with other's food cause it was already hard enough finishing my own..

then campfire!(:
stood at the gateway with yutian and though chua was not suppose to be there, she just like pretend to 'patrol' around the gateway so she can talk to us.HAHA(:
rachaelteo and sarahtan was on the other side and ruth and pauline too.
urgh,the annoying poeple were like, i just dao them lo,they were so freakin rude. then rachael and sarah got pissed with them too.
later got high with siming,chua,hsiaowei,yt.or was i the only one who was super high? o.0 i need high people with me!
and priscilla was like damn high with this other school.whattheheck,haha.

oh and this guide from this school suddenly seemed to be like sick or sth, then i told bessy.i didnt know they would like hurry call the first aider and all that,ohmygosh,i was freakin out cause i wasnt even a 100% sure she was unwell(i didnt say that..).then charlotte was like "she want to gain attention,hahaha"or sth like that ;)

took out the gateway later, really quickly, with help from others and seniors of course!(:
then had evaluation,it was wayy better than last year.at least i wasnt totally dozing off and stuff(:
then had supper,ohmygod

day three

woke up at like 4.15am to label our stuff (label camp pat!)cause we heard that there may be a surprise inspection.and xinhui expected camp pats to be there.and she told me she wanted to check my patrol! grr, but in the end we didnt have the inspection cause we were the cooks 1 (breakfast) and it was like before breakfast.
so yae, we're spared(:
our patrol (as commented by the i/c for cooks 1 thats day -seowshan,cassandra,danette,qimin-
)were really fast and efficient though there were only four of us,and no sec threes. - me,leebin,huirou,jinny.yaye,inspector gadget(:
me and leebin tended one side and huirou and jinny tended the other.
it was really fun!!!!!hahahahah. and cassandra does crazy things like taking the whole pot of hot milo and pouring into the dispenser. like thats so dangerous,but she did it!(;

yaye, our milo really tasted great!hahahaha,i seriously loved it <3

strike tent!
but gateway first(:
i washed the poles at the peacock area there,then no one left to help me carry the poles back.then i was like shit,how the heck was i gonna carry such a long and heavy pole?!?
luckily kiwi came to my rescue! thank you kiwi!! (:

then farewell :'(
it was really sad,and everytime some video or speech came up, everyonewas like "you're gonna cry,and giving me that 'dont cry' look." and i was like "im not gonna cry luhh!"
but i seriously was okay, i was like gonna break into tears already.. esp when deniseneo read that speech to the yellowbadges. i was seriusly gonna break, and i did,abit. i held up all my tears.
but the skit put up by the sec3s was really hilarious!
esp kaiying - the 'handsomest' guy. ohmygosh,she was so cute! hahaha.
and carol seriously looked auntie-ish and ahbeng-ish at the same time,really funny! rachelsim was like totally pink,and did the act cute thingo. hahaha.

when we got into our patrols,i really wanted to break already, but just held it there.
and whenever i see someone cry,i want to cry too,i just look th other way.
until juliana broke,than i broke too,but for awhile. then i tried to stop.

i really miss the yellows. whenever i see the stuff they gave us,whenever i see the posts on others blogs about the yellows,whenever i see the photos we took,whenever i think about them or see their name, i get really sad and break into tears.
i think about them at night, i cry on my bed to sleep. i just cant help it.
i really miss you YELLOWS!
please dont leave,but i know i have to let go.
i really do hope you'll never forget us,as much as i wont forget you great bunch of people too.
and please do come back for guides, i really do wish to see your faces again.
i have much more to say,but i'll stop here before i start to flood my keyboard.
i just want to say thanks for guiding us along,and correcting whatever mistakes we've made,and being the great people you've always been. thanks for everything.

to the orchid yellows,i'll never forget you guys - ethel,yingqi and christine!thanks for all the joy and laughter you've brought us! <3

love,beverly.

random 19qns quiz("

2008-06-07T09:05:00.000-07:00

hello(:
another random quiz from kim! hahaha,im just bored though im suppose to be sleeping already. but who cares!
hmm,need to get my mind off things,been kinda pissed off easily lately.maybe life's just too much to handle.
ohwell,better stop before i start emo-ing again

enjoy(:

1. What is more difficult:letting go of everything or forget what happened?
forget what happened.although it may still sub-consciously exist, at least i'll never know it happened.

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
because i've been cheated of my feelings.

3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
my mum,no doubt about that!

4. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
um,im really not sure.
probably a happy family?
but because of this materialistic world,sacrifices have to be made,so it'll be, being freakin rich with no stress at all.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love?
definitely trust.

6. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
yeah,maybe my brother. but,it never works.

7. Think of the last person whom you know.
huh?

8. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
well,i dont think so.people who're too similar to each other just dont click.-figure out why.

9. Would u sleep with someone if u had the chance?
um,my mum?i dont mind. some weirdo?-nope!

10. Are you old fashioned?
i dont think i am.

11. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
that i do not love them back. i'd rather be hurt by someone i love than to hurt someone else who loves me;the guilt would haunt me forever.

12. What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
my loved ones.

13. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
never.

14. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. who do you wish was there with you?
my mum.(i know i can always depend on her!)

15. Would you give a homeless person CPR?
to start it off,i dont know CPR.secondly,im not a certified first aider,i would be arrested,stupid.

16. You are holding onto your grandmother. .
why would i be doing that in the first place?

IF YOU HAVE 3 MONTHS TO LIVE:

17. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
i would tell all the people who care for me-my family, dearest friends..

18. What do you do with your remaining days
do things that i never did before which i would regret if i didnt do.

19. Would you be afraid?
im almost a 101% sure that i would be afraid.

there you have it!
loves,beverly(:

orchid bbq videos and pics <3

2008-06-06T09:55:00.000-07:00

hello(:
shall post the videos and pictures we took on 3june2008,tuesday on the orchid bbq,our first patrol outing! <3

the poor hungry cat that came to us for food.. awww! but really scary actually.look at its eyes!

look at our hands! its elissa,me,joey,juliana and amy's hands! STAR!!
its the five of us again (:
(going by clockwise direction)the one in red is elissa,black is juliana,green is me,white is joey and grey is amy!

here are the two nice videos(:

its shouts "ORCHID!"
starting from the left, its elissa,amy,juliana,joey and me!
shows our orchid spirit,hahaha!

this one shouts "O-R-C-H-I-D, ORCHID!"
same position, elissa shouts 'O' ,amy shouts 'R',juliana shouts 'C',joey shouts 'H',i shout 'I' and we all shout 'D' together, then 'ORCHID!' together (:
ohmygosh, it was so much fun!hahahahaha(:

we're so enthu about orchid! we love orchid! <3

ahhh,too bad the sec4s arent in the photos and videos cause they went home earlier :/
nevermind,we'll have another one! (:
then we can take pics with them!

whoohoo,loves, beverly(:

the random think of 20people quiz ;)

2008-06-06T09:08:00.000-07:00

blahblah,another random quiz(: enjoy! ;)

Name 20 ppl you can think of now. Don't read the questions until you've named them. at the end of this, choose 5 ppl to do it

1.kimberly the nocturnal-mutated-goat(:

2.mdm fungsiming!

3.hoyutian!

4.chuasheuwenjanice!

5.elissa

6.joeytoktoktok!

7.amykuan! (or guan! hahaha)

8.julianalien (or ahlian!or juliena! hahha)

9.kaising!

10.yexin! (act preeettty ;) )

11.ethel(suddenly thought of orchid bbq so here are our sec4s(: )

12.christine anne

13.yingqi

14.shakes!

15.tohnienping

16.tabithatan the spastic

17.linlijuan!

18.cheekopeh, hueimin!

19.linlijuan's cheapskate!,nicolechan!

20.janetan!

1] when was the last time you saw 17 ? (lijuan)

jubilate!haha, wearing the revealing dress with high heels!HAHAHA

2] have you ever betrayed 6? (joeytok)

why would i!

3] what would happen if 20nvr existed ? (jane)

then my 'beef industries' wouoldnt flourish xP shes my manager! hohoho.

4] is it possible between 15 and 9 ? (nienping and kaising)

to be friends?yeap, quite likely.

5] has 10 ever met 8 ? (juliana and yexin)

i doubt so.

6] wad do you not like about 2 ? (fungsiming!)

her violent-ness! shes also known as THE VIOLENT HARE. so stay clear of her way :X

7] how similar are 5 and 7 ? (elissa and amy)

they both have a really cute height (; they are in ORCHID.they wear specs and are really nice(:

8] how similar are 1 and 11 ? (kimberly,ethel)

um,they're both from bougain (at least ethel was), they're both in guides and wear specs. they're nice too;)

9] wad relationship does 3 and 4 has ? (yt,janchua)

haha,friends!nothing more i suppose(;

10] what is lovable about 14 ? (shakes!)

really brave (i admire!),really nice and her straight forward-ness ((:

11] has 13 been to your house ?? (yingqi)

i doubt that would even happen!

12] when did you know 18 exsisted ? (cheekopeh, hueimin!)

when she flaunted her cheekopeh-ness!

13] what if 12 likes you in that way ?? (christine anne)

what way? senior-junior way? (:

14] when was the second last time you saw 16 ?

during precamp(:

the five people to do this quiz:
1.janicechua
2.amykuan
3.julianalien
4.nienping
5.cheekopeh (like on classblog,can also keep the blog alive(: )

hahaha, finally done with the quiz(:my mums bugging me to sleep so she can use the computer. selfish huh!she wouldnt let me use it if i asked and shes using the typical 'its late' excuse >:/

whatever, im an optimist(:
love, beverly(:

50 random qns quiz(:

2008-06-06T08:38:00.000-07:00

yaye, bored me has decided to do a random quiz(:

1. Name someone who can always makes you smile?
hmm,i'll keep it for me to know and only me(:

2. What were you doing at 10:00 this morning?
err, like bugging my mum to get out of bed!

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
surfing the net, random-ing around.

4. What did you do last night?
mostly sleeping(:

5. What color is your hair brush?
black, only red at the tip.

6. Where did your last hug take place?
i think outside HPB. (crystal is random bytheway)

7. What are you excited for?
night trails during camp! & even more excitable, getting rich/ getting uber smart.

8. Ever smoked?
no way.

9. Last person you spoke to?
my mum!

10. -

11. Are you a jealous person?
well, yeah i guess :X

12. Who was your last missed call?
my grandma(?!? eeeek)

13. What should you be doing right now?
sleeping, or waiting for my mum (which i am), i think peeing! - ohgosh, i go pee first. back!

14. Do you have a nickname?
yeah,loads. beaver,bever,beaverly,beverlim,bevv/bev,beef,ko-a-la(retarded!).

15. Are you a heavy sleeper?
yeah,sometimes i should think i am.not by nature i suppose.

16. What are you listening to?
er, the fan, the tv on but im not watching (stupid wastrel),the typing keyboard.

17. Do you have a crush?
yeah, for my dog. lol!

18. When was the last time you did the dishes?
errr, i cant remember.

19. Does anyone like you?
yeap! like the whole universe! hahaha(:

20. Last time you went on a date?
date as in with guys? never (and not in the near future) so innocent can(:

21. Do you like coffee?
nope, unless loads of condensed milk is in it and it isnt bitter one bit.

22. Number of pillows you sleep with?
like one if you consider a cushion a pillow! (so pathetic...)

23. You couldn't live without?
well, ME! and my dog,money,my family,handphone,television. (all i can say is imma materialistic person)

24. Do you want kids?
not considering to have one. like i'd bother to think much of that.

25. Ever went out with a girl/guy because you were desperate and they asked you out?
i think so?

26. Have you been to new york city?
nope, its not like im that rich. but i wouldnt mind going there(:

27. What do you think about before you go to bed?
like, everything. don't bother asking what.

28. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
friend? you mean foe, hahaha, if thats the case, my brother :X

29. Do you get nervous with public speaking?
yeah, really nervous, most of the time.

30. Who sits next to you in work or school?
haha, lijuan! (:

31. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
yeap! im an optimistic person(:

32. What type of girl/guy do you usually fall for?
um, '-------' thats my answer.im not les like shix anf qx!

33. Do you actually believe in perfection?
nope, or money would fall from the sky right now.

34. Would you rather be in a relationship?
no way. its extra stress. (i guess it is?)

35. What are you craving for at the moment?
my ulcers to get the hell out of my mouth. or money to really fall from the sky, into my pocket.
and fooooood(: fries!

36. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
maybe?

37. What websites do you visit the most?
random websites like blogs,youtube,even more random sites.

38. Does drinking alcohol make you act more like your true self?
no.i dont even drink alcohol!

39. What do you hate about the opposite sex?
the egoistic-ness. totally annoying, like my cousins.

40. What would you say if your doc. told you were pregnant?
firstly, my doc would be juliana, whole day claims im 8months pregnant. IM NOT! secondly,sue the doc for slander - its insulting. hahaha.

41. Do you like thunderstorms?
no wayy! i hate it hate it hate it.

42. The last opp gender who made you laugh?
er, my dog? i dont know. the only possible people so far are my brother and dog anyways.

43. Who was the last person you ran into unexpectedly?
kaising! haha, met at the mrt platform with joey today(:

44. Who did you last get angry with?
i think it was my mum. its an almost-everyday-occurance. like over nothing at times.hurhurr.

45. A person you've been meaning to contact but havent?
i think my dad :/

46. Is your heart still occupied?
sure, just in what sense?

47. Jealous of anyone right now?
hmm, only when i think about it.

48. How many lies have you made in this lifetime?
definitely more than you have.

49. Would you ever want to turn back time?
yeah, sometimes i really wished i could.too bad its never gonna happen.

50. Last words unspoken
im so sorry, i really didnt mean it.

haha, i feel emo again. suppress! (: i shall do another quiz. im still bored xP

its true! :X

2008-06-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

http://www.secret-loves.com/index.php?test=1382429

hey peeps! ohmygosh, this site is like uber cool kays!
its like a MUST to try!
its like totally true! hahaha, cool("

love! beverly(:

precamp, orchid bbq <3, enrolment!

2008-06-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

hellohello!
im here again. hmm, alot has been going on lately.
firstly, pre camp!
day one was learning tentage,axemanship and fire altar stuffs(:
ohgosh, our tentage was a little out of hand though! x)
but we kinda got it in the end, i hope we'll do well during camp when we pitch our tent(:
inspector gadget! <3
axemanship was okay. then firealtar and then had some gateway lecture on the watch tower.

then had ORCHID BBQ! the day i've been waiting for such a long time! our first orchid outing! <3
it was really fun you know!(:
the sec ones, juliana and amy (nicole was in malaysia) and twos me and joey, played games! and each time whoever lost was to be a month pregnant. when you've reached nine months, you're gonna give birth! so you have to do a forfeit.
we played macdonalds and tempo! hahah, i very unlucky can!
and when we played the tempo game, we had all sorts of weird names. like i took the names christine and yingqi (pat seniors names!) for two different rounds(;
hahahaha, i very slow so cant get the names right xP
then that joey,juliana and amy all wanna sabo me! hmph! hahah. esp that juliana! >:)
yaye, sec3s and 4s are really good bbq-ers(: YOU ROCK! ;)

we were really high, took pics and videos. did i mention we took the same video over and over and over again? haha, really tiring but funny(: camera luhh, kept dying on us! >:)

oh! and there was this cat who kept coming to us for food, christine prepared some marshmallows then i gave it, but it apparently doesn't eat marshmallows! x)

it was a really unforgettable outing <3

day two of precamp! (: yaye, outdoor cooking! and yucks, i hate the gross fishy. it just disgusts me alot. i cant believe that huirou and jinny found it amusing playing with it. floating fish huh.

cleaned the toilet later, gahhhh, missed half a lecture of the kitchen shelter! oh nonono. but i know basically how to do it. so it should be a-okay! (:

enrolment! wth, the enrolment was all... gosh.
and my arms like totally cramped up, my neck could crack like 3-4 times in a row(scary) and my legs hurt like mad. now,i cant squat properly! my right leg will hurt alot :/ whattheheck!
i conclude, this years enrolment was like kinda slacked cause it was supposed to be a rehearsal. plus the time where they put the badges was all wrong. i guess maybe it was because that it was gonna rain. whoknows!

yaye, played macdonalds with the 'whole' patrol ( joey wasnt there, sick): nicole in malaysia, and yingqi, not sure) so its not that whole x) hahaha, elissa very lucky only one month aft so many rounds. amy! hahaha, was like alr give birth can! so funny(:

today went to sch for farewell making.
hohoho, we had to fill up pages so started to take loads of pics.
then i came up with this crazy idea to take a picture on the evolution of mankind! cool eh! hahahaha, i know its seriously random(: so the sequence was:
(starting from the earliest form) me,elissa,joey,amy,juliana!(haha, the human form!)
it was so so funny, cause they changed roles many times, then finally, it was back to the first position! hahahaa.

ahhhh, im feeling emo again. but i shall suppress my emo-ness! because if i do not, i'll dedicate another post to my emo-ness. SUPRESS! (: i think i've suppressed it. - for a moment there.

lots of love, beverly!

bownies meet!&& ilovesee-saw!

2008-05-24T09:34:00.001-07:00

hello(:

ahhh, i wanna change skin ehs.
my current skin is old and boring. :/
but im so overly lazy to do so despite all my 'spare' time.
'spare' because i have tons of hw,just that i dont intend to start now.
MUAHAHAHAH(:

ooh, today went to help out at the brownies meet thing!at holy innocents(which turns out to be esthers former sch)
(yesterday joey said that there was cip hours! which would total up to 4hours more in my cip record if i went. then asked rachelsim, she said i could go to help too. turns out theres no cip hours! me and joey felt so cheated of our feelings! goshh)
how utterly sad):
but anyhows! nevermind(:
cause it was quite fun helping out! i was mending the snack stall for like approx 2.5 hours with goat!
then esther and min like had nth to do so they asked us go to the air-con room go rest, then they take over for like the rest of the time which was like an hour.
rested inside the room,so freakin cold! like after 30mins, then went to help again(:
i was quite irritated at certain people though. and they vary. (you'll never guess who)

about 11plus we went up to the hall, had some prize presentation for the brownies cause they had some games and competition thingo.
we also received a pack of nice marshmallows as a token of appreciation for us helping their fund raising.
then helped sell as much as we could for another 30mins pluslpus. if not, miss kwek(sp?) the guider would loss money. hohoho.
in the end earned about 343plus. she kinda covered up the cost i guess. then she say she can sell to the tchs then surely can cover up(:

"pocky a dollar each!super rings going at 50cents!2 lollipops for 50cents and 50cent for a packet of chrysanthemum drink!" WHO WANTS TO BUY!(:

later, me,joey and goat decided to go to bishan park to get some wood!

turns out there were a hell load of red ants (ohmyfreakingosh). so me and joey were like super scared of getting bitten by one. it hurts :'/
i think goat got bitten! awwwww!

then we decided to 'rest' at the playground with really weird 'sand pits' haha.
we didnt actually rest! duh, i thought that was the outcome anyways.
we started jumping like some mad asses.hahaha. *bouncebouncebounce*

then played the really cool see-saw! my first time having so much fun at a see-saw!
i sat at one end, joey and goat sat at the other. (2seats at each end)
mygosh, it was so fun! esp cause the see-saw had a gigantoooo spring beneath it that made our butts fly like whoknowswhat.

then joey decided to train her muscles by 'pumping' all her energy at the end while i sat at the other end getting shaken like some crazed "seahorse" (as quoted by goat).
then goat took a video of it, i looked likee some mad cow screaming and all while joey looked equally crazed at pumping her energy in the whole see-saw! hhahahaha, was dizzy when i got off. whoa!
but uber fun! we shall come here again! (;

took bus to amk hub with joey to eat lunch then went home!
hahaha, decided on something at artbox. uber cool(:

love ya loads!
Beverly!

yaye BRONZE! & happy me(:

2008-05-22T00:35:00.000-07:00

ohmygosh!
yaye, today's theme - think:POSITIVE
(:

because!

SYSF today, our group got bronze! (: hahahhaha, i was preettty surprised though(:
and a sec3 team got gold(like,whoa) and another sec3 team got the innovative award!
yaye,stnicks!

& so we got a trophy(duh)! which is like my ever first one, thus being a very proud-of-myself awardee.
too bad we cant keep it):
but we also were given a capitavoucher(:
100dollars! so its 20dollars for me(:

RI had the best institution award for the most number of winning entries. coolio!

but theres one infuriating matter. in the booklet handed out to people, the our projects title was written as : Effects of different beverages on the degregation of Vitamin C pills.
its so NOT can! its supposed to be:
Effects of different storage methods on the ripening rate of bananas.

and they are two totally different things.
but the 'wrong' project title was our first exp, which failed. so the sci tchs came up with another on, which is our winning title (:

yaye, im really proud of us guys, thanks so much! (:

okay, second matter is that i can go get the *ahem* presents *ahem* too! cause choo said that we can tend the booth at different times. though the whole of my group is going for the whole day, i'll be kinda late :X

tending the booth is boring anw, we dont even have proper places to sit lol.

yaye, third happy matter!
we got pass the interview! (though i dont know if its still a really good thing :/ )
ahhhhh, miss school :/ :/ :/ :/ :/

and im really happy because all the things i thought won't happen, happened!
(like i didnt place highh hopes on the sysf, i didnt think i could actually go to buy *ahemahem* , and didnt think i'd pass the interview)
thats why i've been abit low spirited nowadays. and im PMS-ing, but whatever.

and i realised im an overly-sensitive person, ohwells.
whats done cant be undone right?
&overly-sensitive person = emo. hahahahahaha, whatever luh.

so now, i shall be happyhappyhappyhappyhappy. & shall not care a hoots about anyone insignificant cause they are puiny, tiny and i'd squish them flat on the floor(:

love loads!
beverly :)

loads of updates!

2008-05-18T01:16:00.000-07:00

hello! its been awhile since i've blogged. everyone's been like why didnt you blog! or eh,blog leh, i very bored.
is my blog some source of entertainment? gosh.

anyways, many things have happened and done.

first things first, all projects except for crap c-lit are done! im so freakin happy! hahahaha C:

last friday,17may08,was the yellow badge's last guides session.
i was kinda blurr though, cause until guides had started then i realised it was the last the sec four had.
):
and i can still remember the red badges last session too.
how time flies.....

well, im in INSPECTOR GADGET! for my camp patrol (:
theres joanna,beatrice(like last year!),me,huirou,jinny,cherida,lee bin,alicia.
beatrice may not come cause of her arm): i hope she does! haha, and may she get well soon.
pre-camps so very soon(: and so is camp!
who wants to pick wood with me! i dont wanna go alone :/

oh,and ORCHID BBQ's coming! YAYE! <3333333333
malaysia camp interview yesterday... it was omg.
and i was so happy that i didnt stutter or like blanked out cause usually i would be super nervous , but i wasnt(:
and they asked so who is the cheif commisioner. we were all ........... .
actually,i thought it was yvonne lim(which it is), just that if i had said 'yvonne lim' and if it was wrong, it would be even worse right.
the interviewer one also asked us if we knew who interviewer 3 was, what role she played in the thinking day this year. we didnt ans, then they were like shes the MC. then they were really sarcastic to us, like so you were sleeping during thinking day arh! (lol, i didnt can.not like i dared to in the first place)
but then again, cant blame them right.
we've given a really bad impression. shit.

gosh, my head feels like its bursting! ):
my ppr suck too okay. shit you physics! physics sucks sucks sucks.
if not i could have gotten so much higher. URGHHH.

my mum's so irritating. cant stand her okay.
stupid stupid stupid.

i wanna change skin! but too lazy to. hahah.

okay, shall end here. buh bye! :)

oh, and
happy13thbirthday juliana! :)

cheekopeh! life sucks.

2008-05-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

hello friends! let me show you the trues colours of cheekopeh aka huei min! (and to prove its not a rumor that shes a pervert!)

On MSN: ( like 5mins ago)
cheekopeh: why don't you go? (for chi remedial, she means)
me: i think its a waste of time eh... like what do you even do there in the first place?
cheekopeh: worksheet lor
me: yes, see, a waste of time. i rather buy an assessment book or sth
cheekopeh: hah
cheekopeh: but fun what
me: you crazy one lah
cheekopeh: i mean you can see people changing clothes
cheekopeh: like hockey people
me: WHAT?!? YOU CHEEKOPEH!!!! YOU DAMN PERVERT!!!!!

this is the true colours of the cheekopeh, hueimin!

hahahahahahah!

im really stressed out now, but there are things that make me laugh no matter!

oh, pon and zi emo cartoons are super duper uber cute you know! like ohman, its irresistable yeah!

moniter results gonna be out soon i hope. think carrie's gonna be the next moniter(:
she said mslin gave her a hint somewhat.
hahaha cool(:

2.4 totally sucked okay.
my standard dropped lilke shit.
and lo and behold, i actually forgot that i was running my last round so i didnt freakin sprint!
or i wouldnt have got that shit timing.
i'd rather fail and do again and again.

go kim and shiying(:
you can do it! so no worries!
cause you'll always have me! hahahahaha. and friends too kays (:

and guess what i just found out. maths cm test next week. then geog soon i think.
like bloody hell, cant they give us a damn break!

whats more, my mum's giving me headaches.
i wouldnt say we're on the best terms right now.

seems the world hates me, everything's crashing down on me.
i can't take the pressure, someday i'll end it all.

yes, im an emo.
so damnit get this clear. im not that happy cheery person you know me as sometimes.
thats why , i think people can see that maybe im changing - like more emo and pissed;
i've always been like that. heck it.

ohgod, what the hell am i talking about.

like gosh, im a freaking emo. have i watched too many dramas? or read too many emo books?
i guess.

who would care anyway.

some people seem to care, but deep down, they have this mask plastered all over them.
you suck.

goodbye.

Realize by Colbie Caillat

2008-04-25T18:47:00.000-07:00

Realize

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

Oh

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize

by Colbie Caillat

e-learning): &happyme(:

2008-04-25T18:46:00.000-07:00

heeeelloooooooooooooooo (:

its been a week since i've blog.
whooosh you e-learning!
i seriously hate it!
but i don't have to wake up so early(:

i went to the sch lib yest with kim, met at 10am!
rain like madddd.
did bio only!
when we were there for so so very long okay!

i went to her house later and jinny came too(;
slacked like the whole time in her house! hahaha!
left her house at... 430pm!

got home!
continued e-learning crap >:/

and today!
more crapoooo e-learning.

now im left with eng-lit and chinese cause their written.
and im trying to figure out how to do the PE part 1b).
ohwells, if i cant figure out chinese and PE part 1b0 , i'll go to school and ask some smarty(:

thats the best solution i can come up with so farr. hahahahahaaha

now my back hurts, my neck hurts, my eye hurts.
everywhere hurts!

and the sec3s are enjoying stjohns island i suppose?
or at least i think they are better off than us!
>:p

and im crazy over these!

sara bareilles
"love song"

colbie caillat
"bubbly"
"realize"

like whoooooohoooooooooooo! loveyoualways(:

&& i shall post the "realize" lyrics next ;)

im still feeling utterly stress over those projects.
&utterly depressed.
i need a stress ball.

teachers don't really understand do they?
nope, not at all. and i don't think they bother to try to understand.

anyways, enough about utterly depressing thoughts!

patrol cip tmr! (:
(actually, its not really patrol cip since not even half the patrol is going)
(ohwells, at least i have cip hours, and there's still PATROL OUTING!!!!!)
(btw, no copying! hahaha, jk(?) )

on sat with juliana; on sunday with joeytok!

the whole world's asking me if im going for funtasia, i cant!
(reason above!)
i wanted to go for funtasia though...
but i can break my promise. and let Juliana go alone right! (if so, whats the point of going alone?!?)

&&&JUBILATE!
yayeeee, im going yeah!
im so so so excited.

&&&&&!!! GATEWAY!!
its coming sooooon sooooon soooon!
not the world can contain my excitedness whoooo!

&yet again, not the world can contain my depressed-ness.

but good always beat evil right!

toooodles!
beverly(:

Love Song by Sara Bareilles

2008-04-20T17:30:00.000-07:00

Love Song

Head underwater
And they tell me
To breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me; but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin',
Imma need a better reason
To write you a love song today (today)

I learned the hard way
That they all say
Things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin',
Imma need a better reason
To write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today

by Sara Bareilles

the song is darn it nice!
and the music video is super cool (:
its brightened up my day!

bubbly by Colbie Caillat

2008-04-20T17:10:00.000-07:00

Bubbly

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglees in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is fallin' on my window pane
But we are hidin' in a safer place
Under the covers stayin' safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way?
I just, mmm

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin' shows
'Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever, wherever, where ever you go
Wherever, wherever, where ever you go

by Colbie Caillat

its all left that comforts me now.
&though the lyrics aint all that, i still love it.
esp the tune (:

-

2008-04-20T17:00:00.000-07:00

hello.

yeah, you all heard i guess.
these kinda stuff spreads like fire.

laugh all you want, i don't really care what you think okay.
end of story.
so don't every mention it to me ever again, i don't wanna listen.

btw, you can put your pretense aside, i can see through that mask of yours.
gloat all you want, i hate you.
thats all i have to say to you.

school's beginning to suck.
for me, its the start of something devastating.
everything seems to suck.

all the way sucker.

okay, so let me think.

1.macbeth(e-lit)
2.persuasive speech(eng)
3.chi lit(i don't even know what im supp to do)
4.playground(maths)
5.IPW(indian beliefs&superstitions)
6.science fair(whooohoo,hope we get into the finals!)
7.home e

like whatthehell luhh, how can they just throw everything at us all at once?
and the deadline's so tight.
not forgetting all the other tests, etc.

whats next?
PE?art?chinese?

what!

i think i just need my own space for now
im gonna blow.

im sick :/ help backdrop (:

2008-04-10T21:05:00.000-07:00

helllo!

im so sick! like ohmygosh.
its super depressing! ):

my nose is like blocked yet its annoying too. but at least i dont sneeze as much. BUT ITS BLOCKED! hurrrrrrrrrrhur.
and my throat is damn dry, i can talk properly, but its very uncomfortable.
esp when i have to breathe through my mouth its super irritated and dry then i have to drink loads of water. all because i have blocked nose :/
it really sucks.

borrowed tissue box from 1w again(:
their nice people to lend me!
and ms chan(1w form t) saw me with the tissue box when xinyee passed it to me, but didnt know it was the class's tissue box. how dumb. i thought she was gonna qns me! xP

and like almost the whole front row(where i am) is infected!
goshhhh!
maybe teachers would get infected, its such a high risk, then we wont have to go to school xP

and the 1W tissue box was passing round the whole class!
Then left very little in that small little box.

today went to help backdrop with yt.
only tab,janicechua and wanting were there from backdrop.
ltr, goat, bunny and jinny went to 'help' too.
we didnt help much, i just did a little tracing and stuff then went to train standing broad, sit&reach and slack!

beatrice came later, then left after awhile.

standing broad is hard, aso is sit and reach.
i really want gold :/
i doubt i'll have much chances this year.

walked to the traffic light with chua and yt.
chua took opposite side then me and yt took 76!

chua and me had a goooooooood chat later (:
hahahahahahahahahahah.

funtasia.
i wanna go.
giving out goodie bags? like lol, but i still wanna go.
urgh.

<3 beverly! (:

flu bug! bubble tea! scandals!

2008-04-09T21:21:00.000-07:00

the whole world's heard the news.
i shall be happy for them
congrats to first coy!must jiayou.

i've been having flu the whole dayy!
like ohmygosh!
i had to ask practically everyone in the class if they had tissue!
i had to even resort to taking onewisdom's class tissue box!
actually i had only ask xinyee and friends if they had, then xinyee gave me the whole box.
haha, of course i returned it later!

my flu's still here.
sickening,
i need to drink orange juice x)

ohmymy, the scandals have been increasing!!
so its :
bunny and goat
the 'les' partners, who claims they arent 'les'. hmm.

and theres more to come!
thanks to me and lijuan's great observation skills! (:

and the sun provides vitamin D or E???
me and siming are fighting for our answer.
mine- vitamin E
bunny's- vitamin D

which is the correct!
please vote(:

and during drills today, there was a big fly on my back!
i cant believe there i was actually doing drills with that thing on me!
qmaybe because of it thats why i had sweat so much more than usual, like my whole face was wet!
then alot of sweat went into my eyes, then i started tearing, it was very pain.
so it looked like i was crying or sth! booooo.

after school, i went to help the unity people to sell their bubble tea.
because of the fact that me and joey are great patrol members! yaye~ love us!
see how bonded we are! <3
kaising,dew and rebecca were there too, with 2 others girls from 2truth.

its like always the same few people from the class who's helping out - joey, kaising,dew, etc.
at least thats what i saw.

it was quite fun helping out!
hahahahahah.

and miss choo, their form t, is so nice!
heheee.

their total sale is 380, minus 200 (their expenditure) is 180! woah, thats quite alot!
and its only today or today's lunch!
they get back their seed $$$ plus profit!
like ohmygod lah.

maybe 2grace should do that too!
we'll be super rich!!!!!

i heard we'll be having gateway soon, around end of the month.
thats like so long later, and we have such a short time left.

im getting bites everywhere.
and flu is annoying
both put together is like.
RAWR!

persuasive speech sucks!
i don't know what to write.
shucks.

this friday's guides session is different from usual ones.
we have to fall in at the sec AVA room, have a guides initiative preparation ( although im not sure what that is ) and then end.
thats so weird, like fall in in the ava??
hmm, ohwells.

byebyebye!!
beverly <3

ndp :/

2008-04-06T20:40:00.000-07:00

hello again!
enjoyed my gangshow post?
hahah (:
i bet you did!

5thapr;saturday

ndp first selection!

they only selected based on height, 12th apr is the real selection.
and it also was to let us have a taste of what its gonna be like.

and its ohmygod, tough!
and the commands are hard too! im a freakin retard so i obviously take a real long time to know what the commands are.
and i still cant figure out some.
rawr!
makes me rather stress and tense when im in squad with all those other guides.

and the timing is fast, and i esp hate it when we have to march on the spot.

i cant stand to timing.

i think i won't get selected and all..

gah, i suck.

hello, and byebye world.

ACS(I) gangshow!

2008-04-06T20:30:00.000-07:00

hello friends!

4thapril;friday

had my world centres retest!
finished in no time (:
just that i put a very stupid answer for one qns, the markers would laugh their heads stupid.
and i bet it'll spread like fire, then i'll be known as the stupid one. hahah.
crap me. booo.

drills;
we had drills for a little while only. then had abit of pt.
ohmy, i kept laughing at some point of time. hahaha.
me and yt's 90degree cheat. (its supp to be 45degrees!) :X
then played contact.
it was fun at first, then became boring. :/
next, gangshow at ACS(i)! (:
(its not a campfire, its a gangshow!)
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

changed, then left in the bus!
sat with that goat at peace! hahaha (everyone's starting to call her goatpeace/goat. THATS GOOD! haha. x) )
helped that stupid goat polish her enrollment badge! and made my hands all brasso-ish.
eeek! i don't know whjy i was so persistent to polish it in the first place! xP hah.

reached ACS(i)! took a group photo! hahahahh.

later queued up for quite some time. then asked why we were queuing for so so long.
cheryl go say we were going in a haunted house!
i freaked.
she were just joking only luhh!
later then realised it was really a haunted house!
like ohmygosh!
then the sec3s in front passed down the message "scream at everything"
like whattheheck.

but even w/o then saying this, i would have still done so.
:X

so i entered, holding the goat and later finding myself clutching onto shangmeei's bag,
hahaha. i screamed at every possible thing i saw (at least felt, since it was zero light)

goat said shermaine was abit pissed since we were all screaming like mad cows, plus i was only in front of her and i was screaming alot alot. hahaha

so we sat down and waited in this air-con hall. super cool (:

me and goat got separated from the rest of the sec 2s cause there were not enough seats ):

went to the row in front of them, shermaine was sitting beside goat, and me on the extreme left.

the theme was "A Scary Movie"
hahah, a funny theme.
then theres this banner with the "heros" show cheerleader animated pic, with the words "Save us from the cheerleader, save the world"
so the gangshow started with the given mindset that "save the cheerleader, save the world"
so the more i thought about the 2 diff meanings, i thought there was some typo error.
apparently, there wasnt. at the end, the characters were actually meant to be mistaken and found out that they were supp to be saved from the cheerleader, not save her!

stupid luhh.

anyways, i had this eerie feeling that a weird freak ghost would come and attack me from the back since i was sitting at the extreme side.
i felt so very insecure, so i kept turning nack to see if there was really anyone.
i thought i was being paranoid.
but here's the interesting part;

i turned back again, beginning to think i was really paranoid and decided to not turn back to check again.
but!
i really saw some freak with a mask! i freaked out, then started to panic and then stood up, still not sure of what to do yet.
as that 'thing' approached, nearing me, i like panicked like madd.
then i tried to squeeze in somewhat, but i obviously couldnt.
but i squeezed in as much as i could, all the same, not thinking of what state the people beside me were in.

later i realised that the goat was like sitting half of shermaine's seat when i squeezed in, and i was screaming too, i think.

that was so embarrassing.

seriously.

RAWR.

that 'thing' didnt come again later, but i still was wary of it.

hahaha.

they gangshow got loads of cool scenes!
like alot of it got some real cool dances!
like doing handstands while doing push ups at the same time!
hahahah. freakin cool.
i loved it.
really.

and some scenes really humorous.
like sick but funnaye.
like this for instance;
okay, so our side of the hall was called ________ ( i dont know how to spell it, or pronounce it :X )
and the other panther , or sth like that.
we had this game, then the participating players, 4 people representing each group, had to dress up one person and state what the super power is.
our group's one was so decent, the other's was like sick, haha
our's was the hair's the super power.
its cliche, but decent!
the other was this guy dressed up at some home-e like looking person (cause of some newspaper wrapped around like some apron) and boobs made out of newspaper balls.
like so gross can, at least i didnt think it was proper.
and its super power was obviously the boobs.

haha, our group won (:

got this other game, and dew represented us!(:

thats so cool.

the game:
a guy and girl was to pair up.
its like musical chairs just that their using newspapers, and the newspapers get lesser and smaller every round!

dew and her guy mate was in the finals! against this other pair from the other group.
and dew's guy mate like followed her everywhere behind her!
she's like some ' lao3 po2 da4 ren2' ! hahah!
and their super kaisu!
thats was so funny!

and because the newspaper was so small, the pair had to be on one tiny part.
the other pair was so gross can, like a pair of lovers, they help on to each other, like hugging, while trying to balance!
but dew and her guy friend were like on one foot, so much more decent! xP

yaye, dew and friend won!!!
means that our group won again (:

yayeness.

did i mention that dew and her guy friend were so compatible? hahah.

when it all ended, kim's mum fetched me to the yck mrt (:
and cheryl to her grand's house!

tata!
i sahll post the npd in the another post (:

so many, so little time.

2008-04-03T18:40:00.000-07:00

this is my 101th post! yeah,whatever!
hahahahahahahahahaha!

im like trying to find some info bout the science stuff, but cant find what i want! CRAPOOO!
geog test tmr. shucks.
im not prepared. the problem is i can only concentrate at night. and thats quite late.
RAWR!

ohoh,
me and lijuan's 'scandalous' scam!
THE GOAT AND BUNNY ARE CRUSHING EACH OTHER!
thats like ohmygod news can! hahaha.
we have evidence; USE YOUR VISUAL AIDS!

tmr also have world centres retest!
but i have to leave at 530pm for ACS for campfire!!
YAYE, i love campfires! tadaa!haha.
too bad im missing world centres test. im so prepared can. at least, i guess so! xP

930pm campfire end.
kim's mum gonna fetch me to the mrt i think.
yaye, shes so nice luhh. i really should pay some fees to her.
;X

My schedule's freakin pack.

4apr-tests and campfire!
5apr-ndp selection plus the cg's result coming out.(tentative)
12apr-ndp. but! i got science centre on that same day!
how??????! i cant miss ndp! urgh!
27may-healthy lifestyle badge course. & on midnight, i'll leave for genting(which i so don wanna go!)
31may-around afternoon reach home. BUT! theres ndp again! freak! i cant miss it!
stupid. thats one reason i dont wanna go to genting. rawr.
1june(tentative)-patrol outing! <3

everything's so on-the-same-day.
gah.
give me a break will you!

stressed out,
beverly.

fiesta 08!

2008-03-30T08:58:00.000-07:00

ITS THE 100TH POST !!!!!!!!!! (:

I would like to dedicate this to ME!

because, if not for ME, this blog wouldn't survive!

HAHAHAHAHA!

(EGO?)

(nah.)

FIESTA!! (yesterday)

reached school, met yt, siming and kim.
got rid of ahem! (:
wanted to go to the haunted house, the queue was darn short! like only 2 groups?!?
but kim and siming didnt wanna go.
and figured that ahem would find us there.
so we went to the yexin-designed maze (:
cooliooo!
was actually quite scary and thrilling at first, but then like many other groups joined us so it was like 15 people walking together?!?
that was so un-fun.
but the maze was still cool! i think we went round in circles 2-3 times. hahah.

went around to buy some food to eat.
played the top dancer ride!!!!!
its freakin' funn!
like the first time, me,yt and kim went up so siming became our 'personal item holder'
HAHA!
i sat in between two of them, then was freakin out when it was about to start.
so i closed my eyes for like 3/4 ( or maybe more! ) of the whole ride screaming like a mad ass.
then that yt and kim was like shouting across to each other while i was screaming.
realised later they were shouting at me to shut up!!
... kept scolding me cause i kept screaming on the ride.
blehx.
audrey and shakes went on the next ride.
shakes sat at the extreme corner!
thats like super scary! cause corners are like as if you're gonna fly away or sth.
though i've never sat at a corner (:
shakes was traumatized. haha. lol!
me,kim,yt,siming,shakes and audrey took the next ride of top dancer again! (2nd time~)
thats so fun luhh.
siming was sitting beside me and she kept screaming like mad(like my first time!) then she also closed her eyes.
but her scream is super duper high pitched luhh! wanna make me deaf!hahah.

Went around to play some games.

went back to haunted house, queue was even longer this time.
me and yt kept begging siming and kim to go with us.
they don't want.

went to see the 'auntie sale'! hahaha.

i think we went back to haunted house again.
went with ruth and her other two friends.
siming and kim obviously didnt wanna go. (was kinda pissed actually :/ )
ruth's friends didnt wanna go anymore, but they were so close to the entrance point! :/
like wasted waiting there. cause they said they wasted too much time waiting.

ruth went with us instead (since max 3 people)
(yt's 'evil plan' worked! no, it only ended this way! hah.)

went in with the 3 primary girls behind us cause they said later that we could go in with max 6 people.

had to knock 3 times before entering, just for good luck, said the tour guide.
went in. ruth was in front, then yt, then me. then the 3 pri girls behind me.
the pri girls grab me until they were tickling me all over!
rawr.
i keep asking then to stop, they diedie don't wanna let go. sheesh.
but i have to admit it was damn scary okay!

entered this room, the tour guide asked us to crawl through this tunnel hole thingy.
i was gonna cry when we had to crawl through okay.
the tour guide like crawl and walk very fast, think she wanted to leave us alone. (makes us feel more insecure w/o her)

ruth diedie like don't wanna let go of the tour guide luhh! thats so funnaye!

oh, so ruth like crawl through the hole very quickly.
left me and yt in front.

so we used the lightstick and kept hitting this hand that was at the tunnel hole thingy we were gonna crawl through. it was a real person's hand okay. (at least it sure looked at felt like one)
at the same time, yt kept shouting to that hand " go away! i know you're there!" "go away!"
somehow, i went in front of her and crawled through and couldnt stand up. so i kept pulling ruth's pinafore before i could stand on my feet, how embarrassing.

entered this bedroom scene which looked like the people were murdered gruesomely.
totally freaky!!!!!
i kep shouting to ruth to wait for yt but she was so freaked she grabbed me and ran out of that place!
then when we were out, i kept laughing like a mad ass. then when i regained my composure, i asked her " you know you left yt and the pri girls in that place!"
then she said that cause in that bedroom scene place, the murdered girl was crawling towards us, meaning to grab us somehow.
thats why she was os freaked out!
luckily i didnt see that, or i'll have nightmares!

after quite some wait, yt and the 3 other pri girls were finally out!
super relieved!

mine's games stall so we basically took pics for people and printed for them.

helped out at the stall for like one and a half hour.
yuwei came. so i played with her until my shift ended.
so sorry.

played top dancer for the third time! with yt and yuwei.
it was a breeze.

played games. then spat it all away!

sngying and yt gave me alot of tickets to play like some mad ass cause alot of stalls were closing already,

i really suck at the cup sliding on slope game.
out of twelve tries, i had zero points!
pathetic.
and it was gross. got soap all over my hands :/

yuwei went home!

helped to clean uo the stall etc.

won a pink teddy, 3 small mr.bean bears (one which i dropped in school- all my brother's fault >:/ )
my mum so pro can, she won a dog and a super cute monkey in two tries!
all for me! (:
oh, and i got a balloon from 3f just as they were closing. yaye.
the person who made the balloon for me was really nice! and she was sweating all over.

i rejected bessy loads of times :/
didn't feel like eating muffins and brownies,
my mum bought alot of them though! (:
but we left it at the food shop beside 7-eleven when we left school and ate dinner!
such a waste! cause my mum said it was tasty!(she tasted the sample)
and my muffin dropped after my first bite.
URGH! wasted the nice brownines, muffins and money!
goshh.

slept really early. was dead beat.
and woke up early too!
woke up at 7.10am.
got out of bed at 7.50am.
then decided to switch on comp!
and im here blogging!
hahahaha

loves, beverly! :)

j8! history :/

2008-03-27T19:15:00.000-07:00

OHMYGOSH!
this is the 99th post ! : D
and so the next is hundred! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
history test tomorrow.
SIANZ! :/
feeeling terribly sick. suckks.

oooh.

on tuesday, went with kim to j8!
so we took bus with joeytok and xinhoon to j8, joeytok left for 3rd lang first.
xinhoon needed to get stuff from popular.
HAHAHA,xinhoon's french teacher is a pervert! like ohmygod!
freakoooo!

went to popular at 4pm then left at 430!
xinhoon left for 3rd lang.
me and kim walk walk walk walk walk looking for ahemahem. (its a secret!)
went to minitoons, then action city, then FOOOOOOOOD TIME!
teeeheee.
went back to minitoons again. found ahemahem! (thats a good sign, hahah)

went to bishan lib to do hw.
but kim didnt bring her maths stuff so we did practically the whole ws there! (:
YAYENESS!
it was quite okay, since kim was there to help. or else i dont know what would have happened to the paper when i got home to do it. probably ripp it apart.HAHA.

then saw melissa and friend. (omg)they were at 3rd lvl i think.
then me and kim walked down, they were already at first lvl! FREAKY!
like teleportation powers much?!? o.O
so we went out of the library(they were still there!) and kim went top take bus 52 home, i went to take the mrt.
!!!!! saw melissa's friend there. like we left the library earlier. so logically speaking, i should have reached there first right. TELEPORTATION POWERS!~ haha, crap by me once again (:

went to collect dinner. sucks.

wed!
gosh, went to j8 again!
OMG, this is soooo THE SECRET MISSION!
like its kinda a secret so keeep your mouths shut.
so me, kim and siming went to popular to get the markers for fiesta.
went around, FOOOD again!
like gosh, tako paochi rocks!!!!! <3

so, i spent like 10 bucks altogether for these two days.
its totally depressing you know.
my wallet has like 5cents now.
all because i ate macs today!
ARGH. thats was so not my idea.
shuckks. im so poor. someone sponsor me! PLEASE (:

buh-byes. fiesta's nearing!
BEVERLY!

study for history.LOL.

THE SPIDERWICK CHRONICLES <33

2008-03-24T19:15:00.000-07:00

THE SPIDERWICK CHRONICLES! <33
This movie seriously ROCKS! :)
me & my brother watched this yesterday at the cinema.
its rocks all the way to heaven!!!!!
you can't miss this movie!
Cause you'll totally regret it!

this was one of the 'symbol' thingy shown in the movie.
COOL HUH!

oooh, this is the house brownie living in this house guarding a book(:
you'll know when you watch this movie!
and he's soooo freakin' cute!
he loves HONEY! darn funnaye when you watch it!

this show is really touching at the end too!
super uberly duper nice.
i wanna watch it again!
TEEHEEE.

loves spiderwick chronicles,
beverly!

& ohgosh, saw janicelee and ziqing buying drinks at the foodcourt! HAHA

CARTOON CHARATER QUIZ!

2008-03-22T23:55:00.000-07:00

oh mann, fiesta comin'!
ROCKS! :)

adopted this from LIJUAN's blog! HAHAHA!
super uber duper coolio~

Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble?

A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test.

Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results.

Do not cheat by looking at the end of the post before you are done .

1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)
c) Painting in the park (5 pts)
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)

2. What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)
b) Alternative (1 pt.)
c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)
d) Country (5 pts.)
e) Pop (3 pts.)

3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)
b) Horror (1 pt.)
c) Musical (3 pts.)
d) Romance (4 pts.)
e) Documentary (5 pts.)

4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts.)
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
c) Teacher (3 pts.)
d) Police (2 pts.)
e) Cashier (1 pt)

5 What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.)
b) Read (4 pts.)
c) Watch television (2 pts.)
d) Listen to music (1 pt.)
e) Sleep (3 pts.)

6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt.)
b) White (5 pts.)
c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)
d) Dark Blue (2 pts.)
e) Red (4 pts.)

7. What do you prefer to eat?
a) Snow (3 pts.)
b) Pizza (2 pts.)
c) Sushi (1 pt.)
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
e) Salad (5 pts.)

8. What is your favorite holiday ?
a) Halloween (1 pt.)
b) Christmas (3 pts.)
c) New Year (2 pts.)
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)

9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts)
b) Spain(5 pts)
c) Las Vegas(1 pt)
d) Hawaii(4 pts)
e) Hollywood (3 pts)

10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a) Someone Smart (5 pts.)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)

Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for!

(10-16 points) You are Garfield:
You are very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to have fun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what you are doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may not see things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to do what is right. Try to remember, your happy spirit may hurt you or others.

(17-23 points) You are Snoopy:
You are fun; you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you ' re never out of style, y you are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times

(24-28 points) You are Elmo:
You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer. Dreaming too big could cause many conflicts in your life.

(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants:
You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it' s funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.

(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown:
You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your Mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.

(44-50 points ) You are Dexter:
You are smart and definitely a thinker... Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong family principles. You maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes. Try to do less over thinking every once in a while to spice things up a bit with spontaneity!

oh freakin' cool sia! : D
im so darn optimistic! teeheee.
elmo rocks (:

loves,beverly!

napfa training! history <3

2008-03-21T08:30:00.000-07:00

YAYE!
17.5/20 for history test 2!
im quite happy for my results : D
really hope to get A1 for my history term 2.
yeah!!
stupid selina that smarty HA.
frm 16.5 to 19.5!
wth! im so jealous~
spot so many mistakes for what! HAHA:D
im so dumb luhh. think i study until i've got a memory malfunction!
from steamships to steam boats on my paper!
minus half a mark for that!goshhh.
maybe i was just too excited. hahaha.

jiayou kimberly :D

geog and maths sucks! :):)

trained for napfa yesterday!
with chua,kim,np and tab.
too bad yt didnt come :I

now my muscles all ache like madd.
kim said to stretch everyday so that i can stretch further for sit&reach.
so, i shall stretch evryday when i wake up (:
i better see some results.hahah!
standing broad jump... :/
incline pull ups!gosh, i got fats on my arms, not muscles!
need to train arm muscles :P

GO BEVERLY! :)

Some people ought to know their limits, they shouldn't steal whats not meant for them.
great examples:deniselee,min,cherie,esther,valerielim. so far i can only think of these.SHHHH!
suck asses.

feeling bored.

ohwells.

toodles!
beverly :)

CG!<3 kim's house!

2008-03-15T22:20:00.000-07:00

15th march 08; friday
CAMP GALORE!
its the last day. and i was like emo-ing abit.
HAHA. thats one reason to why i was so moody.
i believe we can get in the finals.
we've put so much effort please.
I PRAY. :)
jia you 2nd coy! WE ROCK ! i bet you're jealous. HAHA.
took a camp galore photo.
its like depressing, the mini structure and everything now all belongs to GGS.
-property of GGS- haha, we wrote our names all over.
and the box is soooo PREETTTY (: im so proud of us!
and the mini structure is even more fantastic!
simply breath taking.
and its so cute! gosh!
i'll never forget these precious memories.
im in love with cg! seriously,
i keep talking to people about cg. and i don think they understand cause my description is like so crap. so i keep saying how funn and stuff.
thanks to you guys for putting up with me of all my talking about it.
i want to say more. but im afraid it might bore you. WOOTS.
ANYWAYS,IT STILL ROCKS.

cg outing! tentative next sat?
YAYE-NESS!
but everyone wants to watch THE EYE.
like gosh, only me and tabitha don wanna! i'll get nightmares and its all your fault!
GAHHH. im afraid.
but they say its 4(shermaine,carol,rachael,np):2(me and tab)! so majority wins.AHHH.
i cant survive shows like that! i think i'll just close my eyes for the whole thing and that'll be a waste of money! i always close my eyes throughout the whole ghost show and rides.
why am im such a coward! GOSH.
nevermind, i think its gonna be okay watching with lots of people :)
and i must must have two people i know sitinf beside me! cause i feel more 'secure'
in the sense that in case i get too scared and start to grab someone beside me i don't know then that'll be so embarasssing!
haha.

im freezing now!
gahhhhh. help mee.
monsoon season and flu bug!
EEEEK.

ohmygosh, today when i went to kim's house to do project, i went past bishan mrt that area. then i saw a bunch of st nicks people who were doing flag day. so i took a sneak peeek to see if i knew anyone there. no one. so i walked along...
THEN OHMYGOD.
i saw jolenegwee,rachelteo CL and louisa.
they were also doing flag day!
then i was like "ohmygod"
then jolene approached me and said "don't think i don't know you!"HAHA
then i was like, ermmm.
she then held the box in front of me.
duh i donated. my really shiny 50cnets!
HAHA.
then heard rachelteo said" aye! not fair!"
haha, i was walking then i tou1 xiao4! haha

hmm, walked on to around the over head bridge.
SAW KIWI!
she was also doing flag day. but i couldnt donate to her anymore.
cause i left like 10cents like that.
so sorry kiwi :/

went to kim's house!
HER HOUSE IS A SERIOUS FOOD PARADISE!
me and siming (with some of kim's help) cooked up some 'scrambled eggs' and hot dogs!
the egg looked abit unappetizing but with my pro skills, it tasted great!
kim said she didn't trust us in the kitchen.HAHA
cause everytime I get in the kitchen, sth always goes WRONG.
but it was considered successful this time. HAHA

went to shop and save later.
quite cool, its so empty.
did some project work in between.

all went relatively well. xP

went to but lunch.
HOME!
and we also finished a 1.5litre bottle of coke in less than an hour. HAHAHA
how pro are we!

hehe, me and kim are super smart!
great minds think alike once again :)

be back soon!
love, beev!

go cg! haha!

2008-03-13T21:35:00.000-07:00

HELLO FIRENDS! :)
yaye,cg rocks! hahaha.
dance comp on sat i think.
go sngg;go 2nd coy (:

im so so hooked on the songs:
white houses, a thousand miles (by Vanessa Carlton)
WHOOOHOOOOOOO.
cg again tmr! I HOPE IT'S NOT THE LAST! I HAVE FAITH IN US(:
go cg go cg go cg go cg go cg go cg go cg go cg go cg go cg! go sngg;go 2nd coy!

gahhhh, im going a little crazyy. &a little over-ly madd.

i gotta chillll.

yaye, gonna post on orchid blog as i promised! (:

byebyebye!

BLOGTHINGS!

2008-03-10T22:00:00.000-07:00

YAYE! cg today :) super uber fun. I HATE THE RAIN!
i love cg i love cg i love cg i love cg i love cg i love cg!
ROCKS.
gahh, need to do a fork. but im gonna do it abit later.
me and the goat at peace just made someone go outta her mind HAHAHA, so fun sia.
GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE!
blah blah, just now arena, kim,denise and tab all said they saw HUI SHAN on tv as an audience at the arena!
haha, they say she gave a retarded smile. SO FUNNY! too bad i didnt get to see.. ):

ahhhh, holiday hw is such a bore. heck care you hw shitty thing
shall do blogthings (:
IM OVER AND OUT!

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are balanced, peaceful, and sincere.

You're the type of person who goes along to get along.

And you're definitely afraid of rocking the boat.

Underneath it all, you fear your world falling apart.

You'll put up with a situation that you don't like in fear of changing it.

Disruptive and forceful people intimidate you - and sometimes exploit you.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

cool sia

You Are Upper Middle Class

You're stuck in an interesting middle area between upper and middle class.

You're wealthy enough for most people to call you rich (or at least comfortable), but you don't feel rich!

Climbing your way to the top is hard work. And you've often feel stretched for time and resources.

If only you had a little more money! You can't help but wish you had the lifestyle of the upper class.

You may end up: A manager, high school teacher, or accountant.

Other people who share your class: "White collar" professionals and business people

What Class Are You?

crap.im not rich at all.

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.

While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

yeah,i'll have to grow up sooner or later.but im still a kid after all!

bye, i shall go do my fork now.hehe :)

BLOGTHINGS!

2008-03-09T00:35:00.000-08:00

You Are Loafers

You are confident, powerful, and successful.

Hard working and business like, you always dress and act appropriately.

You are consistent and a bit conservative.

You aren't really susceptible to trends, although you always dress well.

While you tend to be formal, you know how to adapt to your surroundings.

So are professional at work... but more laid back when your with your friends.

You should live: In a huge city

You should work: In a competitive field where you can rise to the top

What Kind of Shoe Are You?

i think so too! well, some at least are very true!
but too bad i hate that kinda shoe. xD

You Are Fairly Normal

You scored 50% normal on this quiz

Like most people you are normal in some ways...

But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too!

Why You Are Normal:

If given the choice, you would choose to have more money over more time

You think glasses can make someone more attractive

You rather be screwed over than screw someone else over

You prefer fiction to non fiction

You eat the frosting first

Why You Aren't Normal:

You would rather be tan than pale

You prefer the moon to the sun

You find the Chicken Dance to be the more embarrassing dance

You would rather be a movie star than an astronaut

You don't keep up with your horoscope

What's Normal About You... And What's Not?

i guess being a little weird is okay (:
but i don't deny the fact that im weird at times!

You Are a Comma

You are open minded and extremely optimistic.

You enjoy almost all facets of life. You can find the good in almost anything.

You keep yourself busy with tons of friends, activities, and interests.

You find it hard to turn down an opportunity, even if you are pressed for time.

Your friends find you fascinating, charming, and easy to talk to.

(But with so many competing interests, you friends do feel like you hardly have time for them.)

You excel in: Inspiring people

You get along best with: The Question Mark

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

do my friends really feel that way? i hope not!

You Are 24% Slacker

You have a few slacker tendencies, but overall you tend not to slack.

You know how to relax when the time is right, but you aren't lazy!

Are You a Slacker?

OMG, its the exact same as kimberly! HOW COOL!

Your Mind is Green

Of all the mind types, yours has the most balance.

You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver.

You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).

What Color Is Your Mind?

i like green (:

Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing.

You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes.

And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad.

You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.

How Is Your Inner Child?

(im over-ly obsessed and addicted with blogthings;soon,it'll only be blogthings-dominated and no more about-ME time! xP )

You Are 32% Open Minded

You aren't exactly open minded, but you have been known to occasionally change your mind.

You're tolerant enough to get along with others who are very different...

But you may be quietly judgmental of things or people you think are wrong.

You take your own values pretty seriously, and it would take a lot to change them.

How Open Minded Are You?

i don't think im very open minded anyways.

You Are a Banana

You are mellow, easy going, and a total softie on the inside.

People find it really easy to get along with you. You suit most tastes.

And while you're very sweet, you're not boring or ordinary.

You have an attraction to the exotic, and you could show up anywhere... doing almost anything!

You are spirited, energetic, and a total kick to be around.

You're also quite funny. Your sense of humor is on the goofy side, and it fits you well.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

i don't really like bananas. HAHA

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.

You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.

Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.

Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

OHMYGOSH.THIS IS SERIUSLY TRUE! or the very least, 99.9999999999% !

ENDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

BLOGTHINGS!

2008-03-08T23:40:00.000-08:00

blogthings again x)
yeah, im bored.
ENJOY! :)

Your Social Anxiety Level: 24%

You have low social anxiety.

Of course very unfamiliar or strange situations make you uncomfortable.

But you can pull through and handle almost any social occasion with grace.

Are You Socially Anxious?

Your Worry Factor is 37%

You worry a little, but you usually don't go overboard.

You know it's good to recognize your fears, as long as you let go of them.

So whenever you start to worry too much, just take a deep breath and relax.

You're not the worrying kind - and there's no reason to start.

Do You Worry Too Much?

see, im NOT paraniod. teehee.

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught.

Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

Are You a Good Liar?

wayy cool :)

What A Lily Says About You

You are playful, flirty, and friendly.

You can easily light up a room... or someone's heart.

Your unique personality attracts a lot of attention!

What Do The Flowers You Pick Say About You?

i still love orchids anyways <3

Your Superpower Should Be Manipulating Electricity

You're highly reactive, energetic, and super charged.

If the occasion calls for it, you can go from 0 to 60 in a split second.

But you don't harness your energy unless you truly need to.

And because of this, people are often surprised by what you are capable of.

Why you would be a good superhero: You have the stamina to fight enemies for days

Your biggest problem as a superhero: As with your normal life, people would continue to underestimate you

What Should Your Superpower Be?

haha, posting for kim;s sake. ohwells! i'll just do another post (:
i LOVE my SUPERPOWERS <3

BLOGTHINGS!

2008-03-08T19:04:00.000-08:00

lalalalala!
im so bored now.
am leaving for sentosa soon!
its supp to be a good thing but im sad cause im only going there for some family gathering again.
SIAN. i rather stay at home to do my hw lah.
okaye, im seriously hooked on this song 'Close to you' byt Karen Mok. Its seriously ROCKS!
and i've beeeen listening to it for hours yesterday night and now in the morning!
&&! i also love the song 'Home' by Michael Buble, his lyrics are in my blog at the column (:
you realise they are both the kind of music where its totally soothing :)
maybe im too stressed. ohwells.

my brother sucks luhh. he keeps disturbing me when i use the comp.
he's a pain in the butt. seriously,i cant stand him. AT ALL.

BLOGTHINGS AGAIN x)

You Are 26% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.

In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

RIGHT...

You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep

You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep.

Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy.

Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed.

Do You Get Enough Sleep?

even now, im really tired. my mum forced me to wake up!
and tmr school at 830 for cg. sigh, must wake up at 650.
(but cg's fun in a way so no worries! teehee! )

You Are 7: The Enthusiast

You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.

You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.

Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.

You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.

At Your Best: You are deeply involved in each experience. You appreciate life for what it is, and you take the time to enjoy each moment.

At Your Worst: You are greedy, self centered, impulsive, and insatiable.

Your Fixation: Gluttony

Your Primary Fear: Deprivation and pain

Your Primary Desire: To be satisfied and content

Other Number 7's: Howard Stern, Cameron Diaz, Robin Williams, Jim Carey, and Jenny Mccarthy.

What Number Are You?

its kinda true!

BYE! i gotta go now xP

im back!

2008-03-05T20:49:00.000-08:00

HEY HO!
HELLO PEOPLE! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

im finally blogging!
cause my comp's in use AGAIN! :D
HOW NICE.

well, since i've been gone for a month odd, i've decided to change my URL and skin!
ROCKS.
CAUSE I ROCK :D

life's been rather stressful lately. but interesting.
probably why im acting weirder than usual.
NOT THAT IM WEIRD OR ANYTHING! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

its only a slight case of paranoid-ness (:

PHYSICS TEST TOMORROW!

LIKE OH SHITTY

I PRAY THAT I'LL KNOW ALL THE QNS AND WONT MAKE ANY CARELESS MISTAKES.

whatever, physics sucks anyways.

chem;alex teo;term 2.
from the notes i see, it looks boring
ohwells.
i'll just have to live with all that shit.
ARGH.

and still got art to hand in.
and home e test in fri!

OHMYGOD LUHH,
its pure torture, im on the brink of killing myself

AHHHHHHHH!
my mum just arriced homw with my new specs!
COOL!
its super COOL.
I ROCK.my specs ROCK.
YEAH!

okaye. shall end here. be back soon!

:D loves, me.

Testtesttesttest.

2008-01-29T05:03:00.000-08:00

Ohmygosh! Im like using my phone internet now. Like what the heck! Thats damn cool(only if its free!) i bet you're jealous! Hahaha:) tomorrow got that stupid maths test. Suck! Like what the hell,physics sucks too can! I cant do physics. And my ting xie today is like SURE FAIL. crap, its so depressing! I think i better go revise maths a little. Cause i don wanna fail:)
see you soon!
Loves,beverly:)

guides orientation games;MTPS! :)

2008-01-26T19:42:00.000-08:00

im in the library now. &it sucks alot. cause im supposed to do euthanasia but it doesnt have microsoft word! like sheesh! :/ so now im totally dead cause im supposed to hand it up on monday and i obviously dont have a computer to use. so if anyone can, please please help me print out from wiki or sth. i dont wanna be the only one in the whole class who didnt do her homework. that'll be just so embarrassing):

oh let me talk about the orientation games last guides session:D (and i think i'll talk more after that cause i wont be able to blog often, seeing now that my computer is dead and that my mum doesnt wanna get a new one)

oh, and my sec1s are Amy,Nicole anne and juliana(:
they all seem nice! HAHAHA!

had patrol bonding!
played this cowboy game. ohmygosh, i really suck at it. but it was really enjoyable!
then played his similar game about milk. it was fun too!
maybe we could play it sometime during patrol meeting? HAHA:D

1st station went to this classroom to play this game which is really really fun! (actually the best of the others which i've played!)
and we were like "sabo the sec1s!" WHOOPS!

2nd station we went to another cl;assroom. and i was thinking like "why are we playing pictionary?" ._.
i only realised very long later that it was for the sec1s to get their kim's game done!
how slow xP
oh, then jasmine pat came in, i was with janiceLEE then i got like damn high with that crazy monkey! (maybe I am the crazy monkey! what the heck.)
the first hangman the answer she guessed "titanic" - upon the theme movies.
then i said"A" so it was at the 4th place! so i dont know why but we were like "ITS TITANIC!"
so, HAHA, jasmine and orchid scored a point each! :D

after being increasingly mad with laughter, we left for the third station.
the game worked something like this: one person from each patrol had to 'sissors, paper, stone'
the loser would get water splashed over her.
but our patrol no other patrol to compete with after waiting for awhile so we started some kind of inter-patrol war waterfight!
lucky Amy, she didnt have to get wet!

time to go, though we didnt get to play 2 other stations! AWWWWWW):

played contact with sec2s when we got back!
TOK IS SO BLURR! HAHAHHA.
ke3 lian2 de AH TOK! :D

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later went to macs to eat cause a bunch of us were gonna wait for our parents for the MTPS.

OHMYGOSH IT WAS FREAKIN FUN!

like we went around the track twice (me,yt,janicechua and kim; jinny and rebecca were playing with rebecca's really cute sis!)

then as we walked around the very dark track, we sang campfire songs! HAHAHA.
and got so high, esp me! went mad with all the crazy stuff we did! :D

about 8++ we cam-whored abit then went home!

it was like the best night ever! :D

oh, and orchid's 'mickey' cheer is same as the bougain's cheer! well, almost! :O

i'll try to be back soon, dont miss me! :D
loves, beverly!

school's tomorrow!

2008-01-01T10:35:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
school's tmr school's tmr school's tmr !!!!!
and homework's all done(i mean those that i know how to do) :/
im so so so excited for tmr! its like i cant sleep. ohman!

i bought two new tops at bossini yesterday at causeway!
its so cool! their having some 50% storewide sale!
so i bought 2 shirts, both u.p. $19, after 50% discount for both its like 2 for the price of one!
wanted to get a bottom. but. i didnt feel like rummaging those clothes again.
HAHA!

i hope tmr will be a good day to start with my new class :D

okaye, bye :D

update(:

2007-12-29T10:20:00.000-08:00

HELLO:D HELLO:D HELLO:D !

school's reopening very very soon! :D like in 3days!
BUT i havent done finish my history,Chinese,maths&physics.
maths&physics i go get someone teach me or copy or whatever. just as long as i get it in time then can already.
so im left with hist and chi. i plan to finish them by the 31st. (means 2days left!)
i can do in one day. but...,ii just dunno what to write for history!

so i dont even feel a single bit worried.
all im worried about is the eco test! &i havent even studied! gahhhhh.

im gonna go for a hair cut today! YAYE!
i hope it'll be cut exactly as i want it! not like every other time. they never fail to cut more and layer more until my hair flies around like some mad ass.

hmmm.im really sad that some people arent in the same class as me. and some people are.

new years' coming soon!

& its yutain's birthday today!

HAPRY BIRTHDAY YUTIAN! :D

hahaha! i really needs some new tops! and pants/shorts whatever!
im always like wearing the same clothes! and their getting really old!

i need to change the whole blog already! i hate the URL. im getting tired of the blogskin too.
i need a change! just that i might not have enough time and im scared people wont relinkk me ):

okaye, gottogo now.

BYEE! :D

big fatt coward!&sch's reopening!

2007-12-26T09:20:00.000-08:00

Christmas' overr! yesterday was.. okaye i guess(:
i think their gonna release the results for our classes today. I THINK. I HOPE(:

just went to jinny's blog. found an irritating pest that keeps going to her blog and tagg really mean stuffs. decided to give that ass a piece of my mind. i'll see whats the outcome soon(:
possibility number one: that ass would listen to me and go away forever
possibility number two: that ass would become more aggressive and start yelling at me or act smart, like what it always does at her blog.
possibility number three: that ass would completely ignore me
tell you what. i seriously hate and despise these kinda smart alec, they think their so smart!
they probably are those kinda mental people where they themselves are being bullied and have no self confidence so in order to make themselves feel smart, they go to other victims and ACT SMART.

what cowards.
what suckerrs!
what retards.

URGH. gross!

so, for all who think that we should rid of these 'people', kindly find your way to jinny's blog and give a piece of you mind to that freak- 'guest'. (see, such a coward. if it wants to spam and insult people, it should show its name).

BIG FATT COWARD.

hmm, anyways. enough about big fatt cowards.
school's reopening. i still havent done finish my homework. GAHH!
but then again, i cant wait to see all my friends again! :D

byebyebye!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! '07

2007-12-24T12:55:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! to one&all :D

its Christmas eve today!!

yaye, pizza hut todayy! :D
&geog's not so bad after all (:
my ulcer's healing
&my flu isn't a bother anymore! turns out i have rhinitis, some kinda seasonal flu or something.
but the medicine helps (: so yaye!
everything's turning out fine as it should be.
and im happy that it is!

still very eager to find out my sec2 class(: not very eager for that year to end though :/
time sure flies!

well, i'd better go now before i start rambling about everything else!

loves, beverly :D

update(:

2007-12-22T12:07:00.000-08:00

just a short post, i guess.
im really supposed to be slogging my guts and brain juices out now. but.. sigh.
okaye, i have totally given up on physics so when school reopens i'll find some smartypants to help (whom i'll probably also ask how to do maths) :B
hmm, i still have the book to finish reading before i can write the letter. geog is just so irritating and i seriously cant find anything about the crappy birth rates etc. &im also clueless to how im gonna draw my poster cos i dont have any info. ARGH. chinese.. i guess my mum can help me translate abit lo.
homework sucks is all i can say.

these past weeks i've been suffering every night without fail.
well, to start it off i ALWAYS have blocked nose by evening and it would last until the next day's morning or afternoon.
so every night i'll wake up every hour cos i my mouth is super dry that i have to get some water to drink.
and i get so pissed and annoyed that i'll try every kind of medicine. it doesnt work.GAHHH.
and i've been getting really weird dreams lately. really really weird ones.

one other sucky thing this week is that some mad dog named ELMO bit my hand. it bit it and didnt wanna let go okay, so i literally pulled out my hand from its mouth. it was freaking pain and bleeding profusely. a truely horrible sight. and its such a bitch, well, literally it is.
hope it'll recover before gateway or i wont be able to do anything.

my dad just came back from overseas and he earned some good money! so he's like spoiling me with like alot of expensive stuff okaye.
he bought me this pair of really cool converse shoes worth like $89.90 and he says "its okay lah". ohmygod. and he later brought me and my brother (hmm, my mum didnt go cos she was busy - awww) to sakae! <33333 style="font-style: italic;">few really expensive dishes which were 'okay' when it was in the menu, but not-so-okay when he saw the bill.
and he spent like $200 in a day.OHMYGOSH.
hahah, it doesnt happen frequently so im really happy :DD
my dad rocks! :D

my ulcer hurts )':
my nose's blocked and is making me really annoyed )':
my homework's not close to done and theres only 1 week left which is a BIG headache )':

and i really wanna thank josephine for the really nice christmas/New Year card she sent me. it was really sweet! thanks :D and i'll never forget you! HAHA (:

(this post wasnt really short after all!)
beverly :D

update(:

2007-12-13T07:56:00.000-08:00

hellooooooooo! :D

on the 10thdec. yes, the emcee audition and song session.
song session was rather un-enthu. cos of us sec ones. :l the sec2s were like trying to make us be more enthu and stuffs.. ):
and for the audition, i really sucked. nevermind though cos im not a very drama person in the first place. abit like in between drama and keep-to-myself kind. teehee.
this audition was like redone cos the previous one only 12 people went larh.
it wasnt as many as i thought would come for it but better than last time, 16 (:
actually its also quite pathetic, its not even half the cohort!

after the audition, we played games! it was OMG damn fun!!
we played the 'a what?' game. and i seriously loved it loadds!
we also played some 'contact' game. that game was great too :D
YAYE.

went to amk hub with some people,

then to my grandma's house. (bleh)
im so sick of my grandma's house! whole day watch cable. i only realise now you can rot while watching tv. T&C apply: 1. at my grandma's house.

goshhhhhh.
these 2weeks at my grandma's house was like a living hell. it sounds really mean, but its true.
i'd rather starve than be stuffed like a pig.
going to her house has not been any better for me at all, mentally and physically.
they just won't listen to me. and whenever i show dislike, she'll shout at me and nag nag nag.
like WHAT THE HELL.

enough bout unpleasant people and accomplices.

going to chalet today! (whoohoo)
though i somehow feel rather extra..
but got yutian and peiying! teehee :D
WILD WILD WET, here i come! (i think) o.0?

this was meant for oriole, but half their pat couldn't make it.. so i was 'invited' and then i invited friends too..
will blog about that some time later.

feeling bored.. no one's online! but exceptional lurh.. its only 7.55 in the morning.

okaye, bye!

someone help me with the hw! ; crazy woman story

2007-12-07T10:10:00.000-08:00

hey people!

i tell you something, YOU GOTTA SAVE ME!
i still havent touched my homework or bought any of my books still!
and i kinda only realised now that ITS ONLY ABOUT THREE MORE WEEKS TILL SCHOOL REOPENS AND I HAVE TO HAND IN THOSE HOMEWORK WHICH I HAVENT EVEN TOOK A GLANCE AT!
HOW!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
GO DIE YOU STUUPID HOMEWORK! DIE! DIE!
AT THE END OF NEXT YEAR I'LL TEAR YOU APART AND BURN YOU N FLAMES!
MUAHAHAHAH.

im lame, i know. and i obviously cant do that. i probably need them to study for O's . maybe.

well, yesterday was a rather ,um , 'accomplished' day i guess.. HAHA!

went to my grandma's house again, which i have to go today, abit later when my brother has woken up.
then watched television till like 1.50pm.

met yutian at the sembawang MRT then went to the library to check about the CIP stuffs.
it wasnt much help but at least we know what we're doing now! (: haha.
went to some shops to see some stuff..
(boring actually) xP

then decided to make a trip home! (pulled yutian along) teehee! - to get my handphone.
but i have to pay for her transport fees - 90cents. (thats alot of money!)
took the MRT to admiralty then went to prime supermarket to get a milky bar chocolate to munch on. yummyyumyum!
yt got a lopllipop which costs like 40cents so i paid for her then the next time just return her 50cent can already..

went to my house from there!
(oooh, heres the more exciting part!)

when we went out of the lift at the 13th floor towards my house, we both saw this woman dragging her feet , walking in front of us ..
then i thought she was my neighbour, like she came back from camp or sth, cos she seemed really tired( from the back la, so didnt see the face)
i later realised that that person isnt my neighbour! in fact, i've never seen her before.

we both kinda freaked and like thought she was some crazy woman. (and i was really really scared and afraid that she would do anything to us)
so i said "Oh, wrong floor!" then we dashed downstairs (using stairs, duh)

when we went all the way down to the first floor i was like WHAT TO DOOO!
then yt said she was like walking around the outside of MY HOUSE. then i was really panicking! but i obviously couldnt let my dog or my house come to harm so i decided to take the risk to go up there again. (haha, so heroic man xP! )
so after much consideration, we took the lift back up to the 14th floor to see if shes still there.
HEARD FOOTSTEPS.
so rushed up to the 15th floor, the highest level.
went to the other side's stairs cos its further away from my house than the one before.
slowly and as quietly as we could, we crept around trying to see if the crazy woman was still there.

then..

PHEW! THE CRAZY WOMAN'S GONEE!
BEGONE YOU EVIL CREATURES! HAHA.
I FELT SOOOOOO RELIEF!

haha. (here comes the funny part)
opened the door, dog comes rushing out. yt is super scared! haha.
got my handphone then locked the door.
walked to the lift... the i remembered OH! LATER WATCHING MOVIE! MUST BRING JACKET! (but it was cancelled in the end, blame it on my grandma- she da4 jing1 xiao3 guai4 !)
so i opened the door again, carried my dog again and took my jacket.
locked the door.
and once again at the lift, OH! DIDI'S MEDICINE (cos forgot to bring his medicine in the morning, so might as well take it now)
opened the door, carried dog and locked.

THEN! i finally went down , went to admiralty and went back to my grandma's house!
all that took like 2hours. i thought it was okay. but my grandma said i went for a very long time! though she didnt know i made a trip back home xD

10dec have song session! (yaye, got sth to do at last)
oh, who can help me print my hw arh?
nobody would print i guess :l so much ink and paper.
seriously dead larh!!!!!

byebye.

life's pretty boring ; em cee audition!

2007-12-01T13:59:00.000-08:00

life's preeeeeeeeeety boring, i guess.
well, i didnt do anything productive at all for the past one month of the holiday.
WHICH i was supposed to do part of my hw.
so i only have another month till school starts again, as a sec2 and to do my hw.
EEK.
time passes really really fast when you're enjoying yourself.
and to top it all, i havent even bought my science book to study for ecology. cos i have some crap test on that.
can you believe it.

life cant get any better.

done the gateway already!
its quite okay :D
we took about 4sessions to get it done. about 17hours or so.
i think its not really as scary to walk on as the camp one :X
one reason is because im AFRAID OF HEIGHTS.
so you cant blame me if i suddenly freak out when im walking half-way.
btw, to all those height phobia-tic people, the dont-look-down thing WORKS.

im currently eating my lunch.
while worrying about the damn hw.
URGHHHHH.
i cant stop thinking about it!
and the comp's not helping either.

what subjects to choose next year?...
too soon to think about this i guess.
plus i dont even know how everything works. only abit.

but one thing's sure. im NOTNOTNOT taking c-lit.
i never really cared bout that subject anyways. not even the tests (who does?) .

people come online pretty seldom now..
which is rather sad :(

patrol outing's postponed AGAIN.
another sad news )':

ohoh, went for em cee audition yesterday.
it was erm.. okay. overall.
okay,,,,,
my group had 4people, me,nienping,tabitha&xinhoon.
me: harry (seems gay?)
np: draco (evil person, haha!)
tabitha: herm.
xinhoon: ron (walau, lines easier!)

i was a total disaster okay. DISASTER.
i couldnt even remember any of my lines.
then tabitha had to like 'tell' me my lines.
super good memory!
yea, im jealous. :X

then theres this question and answer part after we auditioned.
errmmm. i cant remember anything.
ohwells. hurhurhur.

saw janicechua's group audition.
then went up to the canteen.
and lo and behold, they were gonna film a show there! cool man.
but they people were not those actors or actresses, just normal looking students.
but 3 of them looked superrrrrrr cheena.
before they started filming, i went down to the specs stand alredy.
they took so long to get started!
rah. i dont regret.

helped np with abit of her souvenir stuffs.
watched jinny's group audition.
do somemore souvenirs..
cracked alot of light sticks xDDDDD

went hub to eat the very very very nice chicken porridge! (:
np and tabitha bought fries! nice.

bought milky bar (yummyyumyum!)

HOME!!!!!

byeeeee :D

pictures - swallow sleepover! (:

2007-11-25T15:15:00.001-08:00

SWALLOW SLEEPOVER pics! :D

22nd nov (thursday) - 23rd nov (friday) 2007!

kaiying pretending to be thee SIR STAMFORD RAFFLES! with her beloved (and 'one eyed') elephant pouch. (:
eh! why is xh's head popping out of nowhere? -.-
took this at macs,west coast while waiting for xunmin.

kaiying starting to eat her damn cheat and super salty 'bucket rice' xD

see the rice bowl look big and nice right?
well, looks CAN be deceiving!
- look at the next pic to find out why! -

but looook! so cheat right! its like some dog bowl! thought it filled the bucket lah! and she bought this with a small bowl of pathetic miso soup at $4.90! super cheat.
so, they called this the 'bucket rice' just because theres a pathetic bucket, which doesnt even fill rice. >:((

look at the very nice line of bubble tea! and my evan bottle(closest to the cam)&kaiying's evan bottle at the further end which we bought at macs, west coast, at the expense of $2.05! HOW EX!

same pic.. but wheres MY evan bottle! >:(

look at this damn gross cockle that was spit out by none other than xh.
it totally looses your appetite, doesnt it?
oh! and look in the background, its my plate! :D
thats the nice thing about this picture x)

xh's finished dinner..
the very oily char kway tiao.

pictures - PGA ceremony

2007-11-25T14:50:00.000-08:00

PICTURES TAKEN AFTER THE PGA CEREMONY YESTERDAY! (:
enjoy!

xh and friends.

look! xh's and hilda's PGA badges (:
xh's on the left and hilda's one is one the right!
so cool larh!

nice eh? :D

look, the SWALLOWS! (:
swallowislove<3

- keep the best for the last :D

CIP - flag day! ; PGA ceremony

2007-11-25T13:55:00.000-08:00

CIP - FLAG DAY! (:

yesterday met up with yutian at amk mrt to go to bedok to meet up with rebecca and janice.
sounds complicated?
hehe :D

but in the mrt when i was with yt, there were two damn freaky guys!
they both dressed in black suits, with some black bag.
then they wore black sunglasses!
i mean, who wears big black sunglasses in the MRT?!?
but the scary part is that they kept staring at us! like their head didnt move okay!
only faced us. US. the WHOLE time!
i very scared!
and probably would cry if they approached me lah!
okay we were both scared but i was more freaked.

my thinking : alien, spies, ghosts, some supernatural thing.
yt's thinking : terrorists, bad guys up to no good.
see the difference of the scared-ness! but i was still more freaked.
so, one stop before bedok, i insisted on alighting cos i was gonna break.
i guess i was not thinkning too much you know why???
cos when we alighted at kebangan ( a stop before bedok ) , we turned around and looked if they were still staring at us.
& they WERE! its not in the same direction, it was in the opposite direction their heads were turned just now. WHICH MEANS THEY WERE STARING RIGHT AT US! cos if it were the same direction, their heads were probably stuck there or something. BUT IT WASNT.
so it also it means they die die must stare lah!!!!!!

SO FREAKY.

anyways,,

we four met up and went to this guy, simon, to start with our CIP! (:
haha. i wasnt in the least prepared to do anything. :/
hohoho.

so got my tin numbered 79. nice number eh? :D
the guy gave me 5 sheets of stickers too. (i was thinking like, waoh, must do everything finish arh? - actually dont need) :'D - tears of joy ? -_-

so just went around bedok bus interchange..

but so sad for me lah! the first 2 people whom i asked all DAO me!
how can they dao me! i was so polite larh! :'(
they just totally walk away like i was invisible! so rude can!
they could at least like say no thanks or sth more polite.
i was super pissed.

nevermind, the 3rd time and i got it! i was so happy!!!!!! :D i was over the moon! all smiles! :)

i bet i asked more than 100 people.
after about.. 2hours 10mins ! HAHA :D
but sadly only about half the tin was filled :/
plus i didnt even finish 3 sticker pages.
only 10 stickers away from finishing ! :'(

oh, and i met this really weird guy who donated money to me but before putting in the money he HAD to read everything, EVERYTHING, on the tin. even the numbers.
so weird;

walked around with yutian then wandered to bedok central cos the interchange was damn boring lah.
wandered until we got abit lost xD
but found our way back! (:

went to the PGA ceremony later on :D
took pics. :DD

went to j8 with yt to eat lunch.
saw this damn gross gay guy lah!
then yt insisted taking photos of him xD
he looked like some guy from some Japanese anime - not in the human world, in some alien world like a 3rd dimension. xD
or he probably was taking part in some fancy dress contest.
- actually not really fancy, abit morbid. cos it was all black and had silvery stuff all over it!
no, more like some fancy morbid-y way.
YEW.

oh, on our way home saw tongtong and hilda together at the breadtalk shop near the MRT.
haha.

hmm, went our way home.
bored;
xinhui took my guides hat.
and wants my brasso.
i want it back ASAP! (:

tomorrow got gateway.
tomorrow supposedly had orchid outing.
maybe they changed again.
i dunno. :/
their still discussing (;
hope to have it soooooooon.

:D

SWALLOW SLEEPOVER! <3

2007-11-23T20:41:00.000-08:00

on the 22nd went to admiralty to meet with swallow! (:
janicechua showed up! HAHA(: plus shes staying over too! YAY.
so the swallow sec1s are all present (:
WE ROCK MAN.

went to xinhui's house.

first impression of her house : wahh, so empty.
cos her house like when you just step in its like super empty like that, not like mine.
mine will be like : wahh, so messy.
HAHA.LOL.

went to her room.
and janice and yutian have phobia of dogs so they ask me to 'protect' them xD
MAXI WAS SUPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER CUTE! <3
its like white fur with big patches of black fur on it!
DAMN CUTE LO!
then its like super innocent, not like my doggy.
everytime pee here and shit there.
so inconsiderate!
xD
but maxi very poor thing :'(
cos its vision its not very good. so sometimes it will like bang into chairs larh.
if i cant see properly i'll just sit and cry for help or sth lah!
cos i seriously no sense of direction one lah.
i'll definitely bang into every possible thing.
i salute maxi for his bravery!

went to west coast.
its like some super big playground.
HAHA(:
I STILL LIKE EASTCOAST BETTER!
cos can cycle! (: ilovebikes.ilovecycling.

i only liked the funny 'swing thing'. the yellow one. the one that looks like a toilet plumber. - you know the thing that sucks things out of the toilet bowl when its stuck inside.

its like super fun mannnn!
then that super violent kaiying keep pulling my leg then i damn freaked.
violent kaiying then tortured me by pulling me back and forth the swing with her evil accomplices.
HAHA
so i scream like mad cos i scared i drop xD
they don wanna let me go to the platform!
HAHA xDD

but i still loved that swinging thing.
it was sooooooo much fun!

went around the place, tried out stuffs.
janice got a cut on each leg.
looks damn pain lah!
kaiying also got like a few scratches on her knee.
also very pain!
)':
(':

played and played like crazy monkeys.
laughed and laughed like a retarded cows.

oh, and then we made out a great story out of misunderstood hearing!
its damn funnayeeee!
xh said she wanted to SPLASH xunmin when we went to the beach. (theres no beach when we found out later; pathetic man)
someone heard FLASH
then another SMASH
THEN.....
the story goes like this.
a card was walking then it saw a person ( then dunno what happened, probably a conflict ) so it SLASHED the person then the card went downwards so it cut the shirt and FLASHED the person.
so it attacks again and SMASHES then it went hooi ya! and BASHES the person.
then i think it attacked again a MASHED the person.
then the person put the card in the ATM machine and it CASHED the person!

AHAHAHAH
HAHAHHA!
funny right!
swallow can be a future comedian.
earn big bucks man! HAHA :D
hmm, it went something like this i guess(:

oh, then cos we wanted to play the swinging thing again later but alot of kids there playing.
so..
we said "lets go and BASH the kids up"
cos we wanted to playy..
HEHE.
of cos we didnt really BASH them up, hahahar(:
but we DID get to play! (:

kept going to macs to get freee plain water cos we like so thristy lah!
but bought a bottle of water $2.05.
DAMN EX!
the person so stingy la.
5cents also want.
suck ass. haha

then on the way to dinner xinhui keep saying: swallow patrol reporting strength 1 (then some one say 2...3...4...) everyone say one number la.. haha! and cannot 2 people say at the same time or must start xP
but quite fun(:
heheh.

went to causeway to eat dinner later.
ate some kinda cheat stall lah!
like mine supposed to have fried rice with a piece of BIG(okay, not THAT big lah) salmon at the side.
BUT, when i got it, it was all minced up with the rice and looked damn little!
i mean if it was the same amount as the pic, its not so bad.
but i bet that they used like half or less than what they shoed in the pic lah!
SUCKS man.

kaiying more poor thing lah.
her one is some kinda lousy 'bucket rice'
it looked quite small but then when the person took it out, it looked so big!
like so worth lah!
BUT, when we went back to the table, she took out the metal bowl out of the bucket thing, its actually pathetically small.
looked like some dog bowl lah!

oh, and the guy put so much sauce on her rice!
like he kept squeezing the bottle without even looking at it, he was like talking to the chef or sth lah.
so kaiying's rice was super salty okay.

xm went home after this and then we took bus 913 back to xh's house.
woohoo! i showered first! (:
so refreshing! ~

hmm, talking inside the room.
then went out to watch peter pan.
watched abit but then played speed with yt and janice.
cos very bored xD

trina fell asleep on the sofa ,then the position very funny xD
cos her neck like hang to the left like totally horizontal!
its like straight man! so flex her neck xP haha.

played puzzles after the show, by that time it was like 1am++ i guess.
its like a 1000 piece puzzle! wah. i very not good in playing puzzles.
hurhurhur.

felt bored.
then went inside the room.
trina on the sofa... shes so tired!
actually she made it seem like the sofa was very comfy cos she slept like a log there HAHA(:

went into xinhui's room.
chatchatchat;
xinhui wore her prom dress and her heels for us to see.
haha.
its like pink and pink.
HAHA :D

then kaiying tried to make her hair wavy..
so resorted to using gel and pens and rubber bands to make it curl.
it looked quite okay (:
but then once combed, its gone xD

chatchatchat.

it was around 2am+++ i guess, almost 3 like that.

then i was damn tired larh.

so layed out my sleeping bag.

stayed awake for awhile..

then SLEPT!

i was actually the first one to fall asleep! HAHA.

then heard that xh was talking about guides the whole night?
dunno lehs.

then like about 6am+++ i woke up, the last to wake up.
actually can sleep more but then i heard some noise so i woke then someone told me that theres a cockroach then i totally freaked so i from the "huh?" - very sleepy state; to the "OMG WHERE IS IT?!?!"- very awake and freaked out state xO

sat there and stoned for awhile then xh kinda woke up so we packed and kept the stuffs.

brushed teeth.. washed up...

played card tower! (:
im super hopeless in that.
but janice damn pro lo.
she do is like "slow and steady wins the race"
then xh do is "slower and unsteady (wins?) the race"
haha, kaiying said that.

decorated the card tower like some Christmas tree and put mentos in the gaps.
HAHA.
its looked preety colourful though (:

then played some clothes card game.
my reflexes damn slow lah.
plus they also cheat cheat lo. HAHA:D
cheat cheat abit nevermind one larh.

oh! then played a game i just learnt today! - 7up! (:
it goes in a circle (like clockwise or anti-clockwise direction)
then someone starts with 1 then the next 2.. so on and so forth.
and everytime the number you're supposed to say is a multiple of seven or has the digit seven in it you must clap.
for e.g. multiple of 7 : 14, 21 etcetc
for e.g. number with the digit 7 : 7, 27 etcetc.
COOL RIGHT! (:
its damn fun lah! (:
HAHA:D

left her house at about 11 then ate lunch with yt and kaiying at macs admiralty.
chatchatchat(:
left about 12.15pm.

bought that idiot lunch and went home..
showered and went straight to sleep!
idiot went out then never tell me (like i care) so the phone keep ringing. so annoying!
i was having such a nice sleep larh!
one of the bestest sleeps i've ever had okay! :D

yt called me haha.
talk until here i am! :D

yay, monday got orchid patrol outing at EAST COAST.
but nobody sms-ed me about the timing whatsoever :/
oh wells, as i've always said. patience is a virtue! -actually i've always said it because i have impatient friends xP

HAHA(:

pre-camp '07 ! (:

2007-11-23T19:13:00.000-08:00

hmm. okay, this is only gonna be about pre-camp and nothing else! HAHA (:
later then post about swallow sleepover (:
WOOTS.

DAY 1 (monday) :

hmmm. let me think.

i was the 2nd group so i did the gadgets knots first. it was mainly about tying square lashes, snake lesh, diagonal lesh and clove hitch ( -.- ) HAHA.
haha. must remember the snake lesh! scared i forget! ( OOPS )

then had a super rush recess. like 15mins. didnt eat finish my bread :'(
then it got squashed! (cries even more!)
oh, but very funnny cos tongtong actually thought we had a 1hour break.
WAHHHHH. i wish man. (wish also don have lah LOL)

then after break had topo lecture with orchid!
haha. they say sit in a circle but our patrol only had me, elissa and yingqi.
so elissa said sit in a triangle.
HAHAHAHR. damn funnaye.
YAYS for us. we abit blurr but got the answers right. i guess :D
then ethel came (:
YAY!
i didnt really understand much. HAHA. i quite dumb one. plus i hate geog.

sunflower patrol the answer abit weird weird one, so funny ! HAHA (:

then had first aid lecture next with xinhui.
haha. quite fun man! alot of laughs!
esp when that xinhui went to demo the scalp bandage on the sec3 cheryl.
then people starting laughing like.. just ALOT.
esp that brenda! she super hilarious lah! cos she was kinda like sitting beside me so she kept laughing until her face became red or sth lah!
then i ws looking at her like, so funny meh? that kinda exp.
but then she go say "look like ali baba" or what lah!
then i also started laughing like shit.
HAHAHAHAHAHRHAHRHAHRHAHHRRHHAHRHAHRHAHRHAHRHAHRHAHAHAHAHR

then did all the bandages on ethel.
hmm yupp. it was like very awkward.
so.
no comments.
(:

oh then my scalp bandgae i tie like dunno how to tie so xh go pull the thing and say "bugs bunny!" - like theres some bunny ears like that.
xD !
yeah, it was rather embarrassing for me cos i tied it. BOOOOOOOO.
ethel somehow decided to test her skills onmy head too so i went out with all the other 'casualties'
abit weird. cos im like the only sec1 there.
but who cares! :D

hahaha. the first aid was like the best! so fun lo. HAHA.

DAY 2 (tuesday) :

oh! day2 was the most fulfilling day i guess(:
we did axemanship and firelighting (outdoor cooking)

started with axemanship.
the chunkoal (dunno how to spell, but pronouced like that) very hard to use!
i do until very.. erm.
yeah, my turfing sucks lah okay! i cant aim!
then the chopping of the wood with the axe was.. hmm. quite okay(:

basicINSTRUCTIONS (for chooping wood with axe) :
(scared i forget)

-cut in a 45degress angle at one side (a 'V' shape)
-do three times at one side then change to the other (do ubtil the wood has been choped or wherever you wanna stop)
i guess its something like this! :D

at least better than that stupid chunkoal thingy.

DAY 3 (wednesday) :

hehehehe! HIKE ON DAY3!
i thought that the hike was gonna be the funnest of all but it was really the most tiring of all.

did PT.
oh gosh.
hmm, went for a slow jog- 2rounds.
actually i hate slow jogs cos its like you take smaller steps so the thing feels like it takes forever to end larrrh.
then did 2 sets of 30 squats i think.
then did 30 star jump i guess.
racheltay go introduce the super tiring thing lah, so i was like 1sec slower then the average.
BOO.

set off for hike and merged with mynah patrol.
hilda was our facilitator.
YAY.
shes like super nice haha :D
cos i rmb when we went to the hospital for like a 5-10 mins break hilda gave me her biscuit cos i didnt eat breakfast.
so nice right!
HAHAHAR.

and my legs felt like they were breaking off lah!
damn painnnnnnnn!
like from school WALK alllllll the way to novena.
like gosh lah!
my mum thought they were crazy haha

yea, was most of the time with elissa i guess.
luckily got her to pei2 wo3. if not i damn lonely HAHA.
cos like not close with the mynah sec1s so .. hmm, ya.

that joeytok didnt come lah!
stupid her, go holiday.
HAHA(:

we were the second team to reach the school!
HAHA(:
so proud of us cos we also finish all the questions! :D

almost gave up on the last qns, the one about what is the present use of the old Guide House.
BUT WE DIDNT!
perseverance goes a loooooooong way!
:D :D

yea. my legs ended up pretty badly the next day.

but overall i think pre-camp was fun! and i learnt quite some stuffs!

(:

eastcoast with onecee! ; prize presentation!

2007-11-17T21:55:00.000-08:00

hellohellohello!~

im feeling a whole lot better so i shall post about thursdays' class party/bbq! (:

omg it seriously rocked okay!

hmm, starting from the top! :D

met mag, kim, hanwen, verber, huiyue, charmaine& denise at amk mrt station.
waited at the nus stop for 76 but no double deck so decided to take mrt(:

went into mart then took all the way to EUNOS.
damn far lo! HAHA(:

bought bubble tea from sweet talk.YUMYUM! its uber nice kays! haha! STRAWBERRY MILK SHAKE ROCKS!

then took a taxi from there. we had 8 of us there so we splitted 4 in one taxi.
me, kim, mag& denise took the first taxi.
huiyue, verber, hanwen& charmaine took the next one.

then walked a damn long way till we reached the stupid pit man!

and tsktsk. we stole lent someone else's pit cos that pit was like beside the shelter and near the toilet cos it was like drizzling.

tried so very hard to start the fire.
& when we were getting to it, the 'owner' of the pit showed up and claimed that it was his pit.
so we thick skin and say its ours and just play along.
but moved back to our original pit in the end.
those people were seriously damn annoying.
they damn qian4 bian2 okay!
SUCKERS!

started the fire again and started bbq-ing! (:
the sausage at first looked disgusting and practically killed my appetite at the mere sight of it.
so mag decided to be 'helpful' by getting rid of all the gross looking thing. which made it look gross, still.
& by the way, she used her bare hands without washing them too okay.
so goood luck to those who ate her delicious sausages!

and verber ate a seriously blooooody chicken. literally.
its like obviously not cooked finished - like medium cooked or sth.
like there's blood on it! ( i guess it was oozing out abit ? )
& she still ate it.
damn gross larh!

did like alot of bbq-ing then found verber& huiyue at the beach.
i intended to play with them but they played finish already LOL!
RETARDEDDDD!

so we decided to rent bikes together!

$6 for 2hours! (:
haha! i guess the bicycle shop people sure earns alot of MONEY! - considering the number of people who rent the bikes and roller blades a day.

it was super funn with the bike!

later on went to ride with sngying and mag.
okay, i was like behind them almoat all the time but who cares! haha(:
oh, then i rode along side cars, lorries ETCETC.
it was freakin scary okayyyyyyy!
its like one wrong move i get crashed and ___. - i don like cursing myself haha!
TOUCHWOOD!
thank goodness i was still in one piece!
rode for a very looooooooooooooooong time! like the whole east coast lor!
even if it was not, it sure felt like it!!!!!
i think i rode continuously for 1hour?
HIGHLY PROBABLE.

but, i still love the BIKE! <33
next time i go there i MUST RIDE THE BIKE.

went to the beach later.
it was around 6.30pm i think.

mag started going mad or whatever and started pulling sngying in then they were like fully soaked in the disgustingly salty water. YUCK.
i wonder how many people have actually done their stuff in that!
mag then became like super high or what, started dragging me into the water larh!
like DRAGGED BACKWARDS!
then i obviously got allllll wet.
it was rather nice in the water though but not quite as enjoyable as the damn sand kept rushing into my pants etc.
LIKE ITS DAMN GROSS OKAYYYY!
URGH.
i hate that feeling!hate it!

then more people came and we started dragging people in the water! HAHAHA.
it was funn!

got to the shower part later a tried to get all the sand out of my ass.
not all got out. :/
changed! ahhhh, felt much much better! :D

then left with verber, huiyue& denise to get a cab to fetch us to eunos mrt.
it was like 7.45pm already.
i was dead beat!

verber lah!
lost her ez-link card at the beach then keep whining! SUPER ANNOYING OKAY!
then i just told her over again and again to get a new one!
but she has gan3 qing2 with her old card so she wont leave it!
WTH.
haha. how very empathetic she is LOL.
she even called kim or maybe some other people to go help her look around the beach and by that time it was already pitch dark! who could see in that darkness anyways!

the taxi uncle was uber nice! HAHA(:
he told us ghost stories man!
it was damn scary lo!
but abit lame when i told to people xD

took mrt then go home.
met shakespeare at admiralty mrt cos she needed to photocopy my precamp form cos she like lost it or something.
YAY!(:
cos i got someone to walk home with me&talk to me! (:
HAHA! cos im like afraid of the dark and stuff larh!
so she stood outside my house with my oh-so-cute doggie <3 haha! :DD

gave her the form then she went home! ALONE! so brave lo! xD

prize presentation the next the next day.
blahblahblah.
lots of guides got prizes! WOOHOO (: HAHA:D

went to macs with tabitha and np later to eat lunch(:
YUMMY YUM YUM!

went homeeeeeeee(:

SO TIRED! :D

i superrrrrrrrrr happyyyyyyyy NOW!
cos this week;s filled! :DD
pre-camp, CIP with swallow sec1s (WHOOHOO! WE ROCK! all thanks to janice :D ), ceremony!
HAHA! i love this week like crazy!

its been a long post so buh-bye! :D

trust me?

2007-11-17T20:43:00.000-08:00

im feeling seriously mixed up now. on the negative side that is.

i dont know larhhhhh!
i presumably wanted to post stuff that happened recently like going east coast&prize presentation etcetc.

but i just need to get it out here and now. or i'd be depressed forever.

IM SO FREAKIN CONFUSED!

i mean what the hell is going on in people's mind in damn none of my business okay and i won't wanna care a shit about it too. but its just that if its gonna affect me, then die it must!

okay, let me ask you a question: do you think trust is important? or how about being trusted?

IF YOUR ANSWER IS NO THEN ,NO OFFENCE, GO DIE LARH
COS IT IS DAMN IMPORTANT OKAY.

is it so hard to say that you trust someone when that person has already made you 99.9% trust her?
it is that 0.1% that you don feel that you trust just because you are a super thick skinned ass.

doesnt it feel sad and rather disappointing to know that after all that you have tried, using all you deepest efforts that that person still doesnt trust and believe you?

well, yes it is.

you just feel like killing that idiot but too bad you cant.

and that just makes you suppress more negative feelings. which is no good at all.

AND THEREFORE IT REALLY SUCKS ALOT.

yeap.

this is pretty irrelevant to you people reading this whole lotta stuff i just typed.
it was to get me a little a little less negative-like.

i feel a whole lot better! (:

okay, now im gonna post another one. which would be much much much more interesting i hope(:

games mtg yesterday! (:

2007-11-14T17:55:00.001-08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooooooo! :D

yesterday went for the games comm thing!

got our gloves!
my gloves arent in good condition though ):

hmm, morning gwyneth explained to us briefly bout what we're supposed to do etc.

then! we tested out the games!
partnered wanting for the testing of 'guide the blind man' game.

HAHA.
quite funn!
went abit crazy at some point! HAHRHAHRHAHRHHAAHA!

then went to test the 'safe or drown' game (its sth like that; cant really rmb the title)

i shan't reveal how the game works! HAHA ;D

later the song leaders came (made up of sec2s) and we were supposed to pair up with one of them lurhhh.

actually gwyneth asked us to go pair with one of the sec2s then we never move
so she asked the sec2s go choose the sec1s they wanna pair up with
&they also never move
so in the end the sec2s drew lots lurhh!

why cant we be the ones drawing lots?

HMPHHH!

there was one name with no partner at first cos some sec2s havent come yet mah.
then im the odd one out! HAHA

so my partner is rachaelteo.

hmm yupp
no comments.
(:

oh!
&we'll be like leading one class together and stuff.
so..
still, no comments.
:D

shall collect dinner now.
sucks man

BYE! (:

LATEST NEWS FOR CLASS BBQ ! (:

2007-11-11T17:11:00.000-08:00

HELLO !

THIS MESSAGE IS TO ALL ONECEEEEEEE PEOPLE WHO ARE GOING TO EAST COAST FOR THE CLASS BBQ :D

WE'LL BE TAKING 76 TO MARINE PARADE ( PARKWAY PARADE THERE ) THEN WALK THE UNDERPASS FROM THERE.

ITS THAT SIMPLE!

HOOORAY!
HOOORAR!
WE GET TO SAVE THE TAXI FARE!

im not sure about the meeting time&place though :/
probably the same time&place.

THIS IS THE VERY VERY LATEST NEWS!
FRESH FROM THE OVEN ON 11TH NOV 07!

:D

maths): ;$20 for doing work for my mum! ;i need to learn how to stone!

2007-11-11T13:16:00.000-08:00

heyys!

after reading kim's tag, i got the sudden 'inspiration' to blog! xD
so here i am! so im still rather bored.
with obviously nothing to do other than hw which i plan to do only in the dec holidays & i seriously dont care at all if its in the PPR of sec2 ( actually, i do care, but if its holiday work, i can die ).
plus the maths WS seriously murdered me already.
i cant rmb anything thats maths & i dont really wanna okay.
my maths seriously sucks like shit.
so i have decided to do maths LAST no matter what!

anyways, enough about boring old maths (:

yay!
class party's getting closer and closer!
am super excited! :DDDDDDDDD
im just sad that'll have to spend money on taxi):
its my own!
ohhhhhhhh, the great lost! D:

now my brother's watching Madagascar again.
haha! he was actually planning to watch harry potter AGAIN for the millionth time!

& my mum says she's giving me $20 a week if i do the following:
- wash dishes everyday
- hang (& wash) clothes everyday
- collect dinner (ewww, this is the worst!)
- buy lunch
- take care of doggie ( duh, i do that even if im not paid to )
HAHA!
she says she's gonna pay me today.
YAY!
after a week of really really really really really hard work(:

oh,&tmr got gateway.
& !
i dont know whether to laugh or to cry.
i dont know whether to run or to hide.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
its driving me crazy!
im filled with mixed emotions.
:l
no emotions can be good sometimes .
does that equal to stone?
if it kinda does, then i'll be glad to stone.
though i don't really stone much :/

oh wells.

haha.

bye!

:DD

cut-ed!): ; excited meeeeeeeeee! (:

2007-11-07T00:25:00.000-08:00

its gonna be 12am in a few minutes and im bored.
my throat's a little itchy :/
& my ulcer hurts like shit.

now my right thumb got cut by a strepsil packaging.
cant you believe it?
its like a long straight slit across the thumb.
and it hurts
alot;
obviously there was blood

so now my thumbs are both cut-ed.
left one by the umbrella
right one by the strepsil packaging
LOL
such random items that would cut me, don't you think?

oh, and i also got a scratch by the edge of the window while i was hanging the clothes today.
once again, another random thing lol!

class party's next week and im hyper excited!
problem is that i might leave rather early cos the timing is changed to 3pm!
):
life can be that cruel
so i'll most likely be there for only 3&a half hours.
which is super sad!
cos i cant stay too late.
BOO):
but theres so much i wanna do!
ohwells,
it cant be helped right.
i wanna strangle the person who changed the timing!
URGH

but theres also swallow sleepover!
though alot of things arent confirmed yet, i guess :/
but im so looking forward to it :D

&&! orchid patrol outing :DD
our very first outing!
whoopie! ((:
i wonder what we'll be doing.
probably going to the beach to like get in the sands & stuff
HAHA
yay! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

my comp's a little crazy recently.
kinda gets on my nerves sometimes ):<

hmm.
nevermind that(:

oh!
and on the 13 when i go for the games comm thing,
we'll be testing out the games!
it might be good&not so good
fun&not so fun(:
but hopefully it'll be fun&good ( good in a sense that nth bad has happened) :D
YAYE.
and i'll be meeting chua at cheers 0925!

&she said she might 'smuggle' some gum for me! haha
i love chua(:
i dunno why im calling her 'chua' but its faster to type and quite nice too haha! :D
- kill 2 birds with one stone x)

okay, im tired.
shall go sleeeeep soon! :D

- beverly(:

pressure&happy? ; postcard project ; j8 later! (:

2007-11-06T21:39:00.000-08:00

am feeling abit moody lately..
as in if im happy then im really happy!
but if i get in a not so good mood, i'll really explode if you come burst my bubble.

KA BOOM!
thats what i wanna be now.

URGH. why does life have to SUCK!?!
cant it be a happily ever after like fairytales?
BLAHS.im crapping
ah, heck

am still feeling the pressure! ):
pressure can be good
but too much is definitely NOT GOOD
conclusion:
beverly cant take too much pressure cos its not good for her.
so BOO YOU pressure;

hmm. HAPPY THINGS!
oooh!
class party! <33333333
15th nov '07
WOOHOO.
am super excited! :DD
then that impolite mag go self elect herself as the in-charge for the water bombs game! LOL
mag, you got big dreams, BIG DREAMS
haha, i cant wait!

OHOHOH!
today left for the guide house.
then took the freakin taxi!
cos i was gonna be late lah!
ASS MAN
i spent $12.20!
its my saving lah!
SUCK MAN
THAT TAXI DRIVER GO ROUND AND ROUND THEN THE METER WILL GO UP.
suck him lah!
how can be so ex lah! RETARDED.
so pissed!

then later reached the guide house, went up to some function room..
got a goodie bag- uniquely singapore(:

sat then they gave out postcards(courtesy of uniquely Singapore(: )with a guide stamp on each of it.
haha.
then we were given a 'talk' on what we're supposed to do.

they gave us addresses of people from other countries and their names, then we were required to write a message to them to celebrate World Thinking Day 2008!
something like:
Greetings from Girl Guides Singapore!
Happy World Thinking Day 2008!
And all the best for the New Year! :D
Hope to see you in our beautiful city soon! :)
Yours in guiding,
(signature) Beverly :)
haha
thats so random.

oh! and there was a photographer and he took a picture of carol up close!
so funnaye(:
HAHA

hmm,it ended about one and a half hours later..
went to j8 with peiying,nienping,dew&tabitha.
went to yoshinoya to eat!
HAHA
my stomach was growling man. damn hungry!
i ordered a salmon students special, &4.85(:
NICE!
and there was some free donut ice-cream,(which didn't taste that nice when i ate it later)
oh!&the sprite was nice too((:
DAMN FULL.
&we apparently didnt like the veggies.
its tastes damn weird,
but i ate it first when i got the food, & i was hungry so i ate it all. unknowingly ? o.0?
&i don waste money too! heeheee..

went to minitoons,
tabitha and nienping went home first.
then later peiying,me and dew went home tgt.

YUPP!
it felt so worth it during the process.
you might not know what im talking about,
but it was all worth it i guess(:
which is good!
YAY(:
i thought i would regret it but i didnt!
cos it turned out preeeety well(:
(though i thought it was gonna be a disaster)
a fresh start, i hope.
& i would love to keep it as that in my mind.

hopefully things will go back to how they were before.
everything seemed so much less complicated. (and fun)

& im happy (:

so thats goood!

cos happy=good;

YAY :D

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&! HAPPY IS GOOOD!

cut-ed hair!&FUR; mass thinking day postcard writing tmr! (:

2007-11-05T14:45:00.000-08:00

am still feeling highly stressed! obviously for the SAME thing.
other than that, nothing much to get stressed about lol.
but am also rotting because of boredom lah! URGH.

hmm.
tmr i am going for the mass thinking day postcard writing thing! :DD WOOTS~
i think its gonna be quite an experience for me! :DDDDD
i wonder what we're gonna do.
haha! :D
&the media's coming LOL.
dew&peiying say they want to push me to the media!
two words: DREAM ON. (:
i wont&never will get on TV.
unless its background people, then of course i don't have a choice :X
what's PNA points anyways?
dunno.lol.

i think i'll feel rather awkward taking MRT tmr with my guide uni.
luckily i don need to tie plaids.
PHEW. cos i look horrible with it! :\
BUT I CUT MY HAIR TODAY!
i think its quite nice though(:
but i'll have to get use to tying short hair again :l
ITS OKAY ((:

my poor dog's fur was cut yesterday! D:
his fur's supposed to be like damn fluffy cos he's a POM. like DUH right.
but my mum insisted on cutting his fur cos she says its trapping germs or sth.
SHOWER HIM LAH. - i mean he DOES but like not everyday or he'll die):

plus my mum's cutting skills are like..
CANT EXPLAIN.
its like she take a bunch of fur then SNAP that part out, one straight line.
the result is: A PATCHY FURRERD GAY LOOKING DOG?. yepp.
OH! && super damn skinny. i can wrap my two hands around him lah.
imagine how skinny he is!
but i don under feed him kays!
he's just meant to be small. (:

am still feeling sick.
flu sucks. BOO FLU! (oh! its rhymes! xD )
but im gonna be OKAY! (:
YAY! :DD

am looking forward to tomorrow! :D o.0?

swollen eye! ; classparty ' 07!

2007-11-02T16:16:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHH!
this morning when i woke up, my eye couldnt open properly, so i looked in the mirror and saw a big fat swollen eye!
YUCK.
it looked so puffed up and red, then the right eye, which is the swollen eye, could only open 1/4!
& that 1/4 (at the pupil there) was also red! so it looks like a big puffed up ball. GROSS.

actually, the night before it already felt super itchy.
then i rubbed abit.. then it became red lol.
then i didnt touch it cos i was scared that i'd become worse.

it was okay for awhile, then i RUBBED IT AGAIN.
then it hurt! ( as in the skin hurt )
so, i didnt touch it!

i went to sleep, it still was super UNCOMFORTABLE.
so i just shut my eye, though it was tearing profusely
& what made things worse was that i started to sneeze continuously!
suck man.

then the next morning, which is this morning, it became the STUPID SWOLLEN EYE!

later in the afternoon, i went out to buy lunch for me&that spoilt brat.
then the Indian guy & Chinese woman at their stalls kept staring at me when i bought from them.
its damn irritating kays!
like it will kill them if they dont stare lah!
PLEASE LOR

ah, heck them.

haiya!
later still must collect dinner!
I HATE IT.
plus she's cooking bee hoon):
i don like bee hoon)):
so now, i gotta collect a dinner that i actually hate eating.
oh thats just great

yt's now learning about UNO once again.
she say she very bored xD

woohoo~! min just told me that we gotta go to school on the 13!
im just super bored, thats why im so excited
wonder wat we'll be doing there other than paying the $2 for the gloves.
i think its gonna so cool wearing the gloves :D
AM SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR THE SEC ONE ORIENTATION DAY! :DDDDD

&&IM HAPPY FOR ANOTHER THING!
WE'RE GONNA HAVE A CLASS PARTY! :DDDDD
DAMN EXCITED! YAYS ~~

HAHA, SHALL EDIT MY SCHEDULE NOW(:

BYE!

loves, bev.

do this quiz!

2007-10-31T15:30:00.000-07:00

i got this quiz from some random person's blog thinking that i knew her, but i actually DONT.
cos she had the same name as my friend(:
HAHA(:
her link's from janetan's blog.
HAHA (:
but anyways, i thought that this quiz was rather interesting ;)

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH A 'S'
shermaine :D

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS
it states 'New Call' .should be from my grandma.

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
huhh..nvm.the bus will eventually come (: u go all the way to sambawang(its actutally sEmbawang) to collect ur food? Omgosh..sofar
from janicechua! :D

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON STRAWS?
only when im bored&actually think of doing it ;)

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
NOPE!

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
i dont think i'll even go to any concert in the next year

Q: WHO'S THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
ME? ;D

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT?
haha (actually, i type more than i say (: )

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
a super NICE sweet!

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
i cant rmb. but i spoke to my mum(:

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
DUH. or i'll not be ME.

Q: HAVE YOU EVER SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?
WHATS THAT? o.0

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING
NOPE! i dont HUNT.
ESPECIALLY NOT ANIMALS!

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
we'll see about that

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID," I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?
once upon a time ...

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
erm, NOTHING.

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
YUPP! in fact i have 2 (mainly)!
beef & bever :)

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
i dont think so

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
my bro.

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
if its the medicinal one you're talking about, NO
if its the illegal one, YES ,DEFINITELY

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
clean what nice?

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
i never tried one

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
school, i think. CAMP! (:

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD
i dont drive. lol.

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
i havent watched movies for a long long time xD

Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?
me? maybe. probably my mum too :D

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
HUH.WHAT THE HELL?

LAST
1) person you saw: my mum
2) talked to on the phone: my mum, once again
3) hugged: dont rmb (should be a long long time ago ) haha
4) person you texted: i think janicechua(:

TODAY
1) date: 31st october 07
2) plans: to NOT collect dinner (though i have to ): )
3) dislikes about tomorrow: collect dinner xD

CURRENTLY
1) missing someone: my dad? :X
2) mood: BORED&STRESSED

TRUE OR FALSE
I am a morning person: depends
I am a perfectionist: sometimes ;)
I am an only child: NOPE, sometimes i hope i was
I am currently in my pyjamas: yupp! i'll change ltr (:
i am online 24/7: nope. but recently, i am..
I am very shy around the opposite gender: hmm you guess?
I can be paranoid: yupp. but not AS paranoid as some know-it-alls say i am. (which make me rather pissed)
I currently regret something I have done: like eating a ton of biscuits before eating my lunch xD
I enjoy talking on the phone: i enjoy talking, but not on the phone (though sometimes i talk for a long time) my ear will hurt!
I have a lot to learn: DUH nobody is perfect
I have a secret: not A secret.MANY secrets! but everyone has their own secrets dont they ?
5 people to do this:
- kimberly
- jinny
- mary-anne
- carrie-anne
- joeytok/nienping (depends who sees first :D HAHA )

ah wells.
am still bored&stressed!
sigh.

if someone can help me, please contact me
THANKS (:

I NEED A LIFE!

2007-10-31T13:20:00.000-07:00

ARGH.
my life is such a bore&rather streesed too ):
I NEED A LIFE!

i've been on instant noodle for lunch for the past week already.
i used to love to eat instant noodles probably because i hardly ate it.
but now, just at the sight of it, it just turns me off
apparently, its looking so forlornly lying on the table there with the egg looking so cloudy, somehow.
&im probably gonna live on this for lunch for a VERY VERY LONG TIME.

i just cant get enough of this can i?

URGH.

then the idea of the * _______ _________.
how stressful can this get?!?
i cant think of anything cos of the limited space etc&that it cant be the same as before :l
HOW!
im so useless ))))):

* no prizes for guessing correctly!
& IF YOU DO KNOW WHAT IT IS, DONT REVEAL IT, OR YOU'LL GET IT FROM ME (:

&i have to go to my grandma's house to collect dinner every freakin day.
I CANT STAND IT
ask me to wash this & clean that, JUST DONT SEND ME TO HER HOUSE. PLEASE!

since its this way, i'll wash my own clothes & you wash your own.
STOP ACTING SO SELFISH!
& if you DO continue acting so selfishly, i'll charge you for every dinner box you get okay.
HMPH.

I JUST WANNA SCREAM IT ALL OUT!!!!!!!

thus,
I NEED A LIFE!

anyone who can get me one, please contact me.
THANKS(:

janice's house!

2007-10-30T11:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday i went to janice's house! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
with kimberly,yt&of cos me! o.0

reached janice's house at 2.30pm exactly! HAHA
then drank some lemon juice thingy at her house HAHA. very yumyum nice !

then there was canadian pizza!
i guess deep in our hearts, we ALL wanted IT (:
haha. just abit shy HAHA.

but then we took one piece,
yt took the part with no PINEAPPLE (NICE!)
then me and kim split half ((:

the pizza was NICE :DDDDDDDDDD
at 3pm we went to play table tennis at an air-conditioned court! :DD

but eventually played a 5 in 1 game!
we played:
table tennis cum floorball cum soccer cum badminton cum squash ball! HAHA (:
it was damn fun kays&laughter loads :DD
guess how we played these games with 3 table tennis paddles&3table tennis balls? (:
&& i discovered something new!
yt has yet another .. PHOBIA! surprising? MAYBE o.0
she has a phobia of being hit by a table tennis ball xDD
one reason is because she was constantly 'hit' by the ball.
she was sth like what you call a .. squash ball wall ?HAHAHA
reality HURTS.

&me&kim also became the news reporters of the 'AGGRESSIVE DUO'
HAHAHAHA! & we also have a jue2 zhao1 when the game's heated up ;)

after a crazy time there, we went to the mama shop downstairs to buy tidbits ((:
i think janice treated me to milky bar with cookie chips (: $1.50
or do i have to pay her back? -.=

then we went to a playground & played catching for awhile (:
i was the catcher for the first round xDD

then i stood on the swinf or it was too low then my legs kept hitting the ground OUCCH.
then janice kept pushing me!
i was screaming like shit okay.
as in really damn loud till you could hear the echo!
i have a phobia of heights, you cant blame me kays!
plus it felt somewhat unstable, you cant blame me ;)

took some photos(:
yay!
(we'll take more on friday when we go for the games comm mtg((: )
i'll post the pictures soon! :D

then we went to the other playground to like talk ((:
about.. GUIDES <3
then later we went up & played speed for awhile (:
FUNN!

we supposedly had POPCORNS to eat, but they became chao4 ta1
HAHA (: nvm((:

IT WAS A SUPER FUNFUN DAY! (:

nov schedule;HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!

2007-10-29T10:40:00.000-07:00

i gotta work out my schedule for november or i might forget, & i dont want that to happen (:
so you can totally ignore this part of the post cos this is kinda like for my own reference :D

13th : games comm mtg! :D
- family lounge
- 10am to ??
- bring $2 to pay for the gloves
- meet janice at ycj mrt(CHEERS!)at 0925am
15th : oneCHARITYohseven class party/bbq! <3
- 1pm to ??
- EAST COAST!
- area C BBQ pit 29!
16th : go back to school!
- hall
- 1045am (reporting time) to ??
: go out with MA and the rest?
19th : PRE-CAMP!
- school
- 8am to 1pm
: KIMBERLY'S BIRTHDAY! :D
20th : PRE-CAMP!
- school
- 8am to 1pm
: family going to genting. (WHAT ABOUT ME?! D: )
21st : PRE-CAMP!
- school
- 8am to 1pm
27th : orchid patrol outing ? (((((:
- east coast?

* swallow sleepover date not decided yet
* gateway mtgs? not sure.

DON'T IGNORE THIS PART OF THE POST! :DDDDD

HAPPY (early) BIRTHDAY TO :

MARY-ANNE! :D 5thnovohseven
LUI ZHU! :D 5thnovohseven
LOK YIN! :D 15thnovohseven (i only got to know her birthday. as in really NOW)
AH MENG!/MONK!/SERENA! :D 17thnovohseven
WANTING! :D 14thnovohseven
KIMBERLY! :D 19thnovohseven
JOEYTOK! :D 20thnovohseven
&&! LENNY the dog! <33333 8thnovohseven! he's turning 8! which means he'll be (in human yrs) 40! HAHA. ilovemydog.

(gah, i love the colour combi)

*sorry if your name's not here (:
but anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO :D

okay, yay. i feel happy (:
later going to janice's house with yt&kim (:
PLAYPLAYPLAY! :DDDDD

get me addicted!

2007-10-29T10:15:00.000-07:00

i gotta stop my addiction&obsession with blogthings already
they are like jamming up my posts&stuff )):
its like when o ne day i happy happy wanna post sth, the stupid blogthings get into my mind.
& then! i'll start the craze inside of me & start with all the postings of blogthings AGAIN!

but 2 mian reasons why i do the blogthings :
1. im freakin bored (SO HELP ME!)
2. i get to know myself better ;) (BUT SOME ARE DAMN FAKE - as in its like random pick kind)

SO HELP ME! I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ELSE. GET ME ADDICTED TO SOMETHING ELSE, PLEASE.
- okay, maybe not REALLY addicted

yt kinda got me ideas to do other stuff.
but it just doesnt work for me. so oh wells ):

blogthings!

2007-10-28T19:25:00.000-07:00

okay! more blogthings! HAHA.
i know i being retarded doing all these blogthings&stuff lah HAHA.
but its because im like so over obsessive! RAHS. plus im oh so very bored.
its also because i can like somehow know myself better :DDDDD
so... OH WELLS! :D

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are lively, dramatic, and flamboyant.
You have an outrageous personality...
And you secretly resent anyone who makes you tone it down.

Underneath it all, you are driven by your need for attention and acceptance.
You need to feel special at all times.
You are secretly jealous and occasionally insecure.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

You Are a Little Messy

You aren't the cleanest person in the world, but you're definitely not a slob.
You clean up when you have the time, but you're realistic about what you can get done.
Generally, you're pretty organized and tidy - though you may have a few hidden messes.
You eventually get around to making things spotless, but you do it on your own schedule!

Are You Messy?

the 'few hidden messes' should be my sofa xDD

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.

Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

this is rather interesting (;

Chance You'll Live to 100: 70%

100 is looking pretty likely for you right now. You've made your health a priority.
So kick back, keep doing what you're doing, and enjoy the great life you've made for yourself.
And you might get to see what the world is like 70, 80, or even 90 years from now.

Will You Live to 100?

woohoo! ~ i wanna live till a ripe old age ;D (not looking that old of course (; )

Your Brain is Green

Of all the brain types, yours has the most balance.
You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver.
You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).

What Color Is Your Brain?

hmmm.i kinda get it&kinda dont get it. hahas(:

You Are 47% Manic

You are definitely super charged, and your energy is infectious!
Your mania is something to be proud of. You wouldn't be you without it.
Just make sure not to give into that self destructive streak of yours.

Are You Manic?

i think so too ! :D

i better stop. haha. i feel so .. I DUNNO HOW TO EXPLAIN!

blogthings!

2007-10-27T23:47:00.000-07:00

more blogthings! im just so very addicted of it (:

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

- i've got a splitting headache now ): -

Your Cell Phone Etiquette is 45% Bad, 55% Good

Your cell phone manners are simply okay. Sometimes you can be very considerate.
But when you are in the middle of an important conversation, all rules go out the window!

How's Your Cell Phone Etiquette?

thats like so true!

You Are Surrealism

Dreamy and idealistic, you've created a world that is all your own.
It's very likely that you've either dabbled in drugs or are naturally trippy.
You are always trying to push beyond the boundaries of your culture and society.
You believe that art, love, and freedom can change the world.

What Art Movement Are You?

i've never taken drugs before okay! or even thought or it xDD unless you're talking ablout the ones that you eat when you're sick (:

Your Observation Skills Get A D+

You know that you remembered to put on underwear today...
But really, that's about it!

How Observant Are You?

but seriously, some of the questions were serious crap!

Your Power Bird is a Cardinal

You believe that each day is precious, and you spend your times as best as you can.
You see the wonder in small things, and you are often content with what you have.
You live an interesting, colorful life - and you bring color to those around you.
Confident and expressive, you believe you know how to live a good life. You're living it!

What's Your Power Bird?

why not a SWALLOW? :DDDDD

You Need Some Green in Your Life

Green will make you feel alive, renewed, and balanced.
And with a little green, you will project an aura of peacefulness and harmony.
If you want stability, you've got to get a little green in your life!

For extra punch: Combine green with blue or purple

The downside of green: It can promote jealousy in yourself or others

The consequences of more green in your life:

You will be drawn to a new life path
You will feel free to pursue new ideas and interests, no matter how strange
You will be released from the demands and concerns of others

What Color Do You Need?

i know i've done this before, but my mood needs a little green now(:
cos this quiz mostly depends on what you're feeling now. HAHA :D

Your Career Type: Enterprising

You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable.
Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.

You would make an excellent:

Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp Director
City Manager - Judge - Lawyer
Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales Person
School Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster

The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.

What's Your Ideal Career?

AHH! i still wanna be a vet/doctor kays.
but! one thing obviously true for me is the part about the worst career options. HAHA. i hate analytical stuff! xDD

You Would Be a Pet Dog

You're friendly, loyal, and an all around good sport. People love to be near you.
You are very open with your feelings, and you're quite vocal in expressing them.
You are sincere and kind. You love many people - without any sort of agenda.

Why you would make a great pet: You're content to chill out with your friends

Why you would make a bad pet: You always find yourself getting into trouble

What you would love about being a dog: Running around and playing

What you would hate about being a dog: Being left home alone while everyone else is out having fun

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

i think i did this quiz before! & the result seems to be the same ;D

What Your Peanut Butter And Jelly Sandwich Means

Your eating style is gluttonous. If you like something, you're going back for seconds... no matter how full you are!

You have an average sweet tooth. While you enjoy desserts, they aren't exactly your downfall.

Your taste in food tends to be pretty flexible. You may crave sushi one night, and your favorite childhood recipe the next.

Admit it, you're a little trashy and low class at times. You're definitely more comfortable at a tattoo parlor than the theater.

You never really grew up. While your childlike innocence is charming, you often just come across as a big baby.

You are laid back and extremely easygoing. You never make a fuss, and you try to enjoy every moment.

What Does Your Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich Say About You?

peanut butter&jelly sandwiches are nice ((;
yeah im a bit trashy and low-class at times, but definitely not the tattoo parlor kind!

You Are Pretty Logical

You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic
While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good
Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

How Logical Are You?

the questions they asked were either total crap or im just really tat smart.
it made my headache worse!

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

i seriously think that picture sucks. oops!

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

okay, i shall stop being obsessed with blogthings and STOP! - not forever! only for this post HAHA (:

last day of school! ):

2007-10-26T22:03:00.000-07:00

hmm. i dont really know what to say though but i really want to say something and wanted to say like a million things before that, some which i decided not to say.

i think i shall put everything in point form.hmm. HAHA :D

1. had patrol mtg in the morning & decided to get a patrol tee :DDDDDDDDDDDD

2. we kinda also decided to have a patrol outing:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

3. ONECHARITY'S class had also been seized by sec3justice, causing us not to have our very dear class for the last day of school ))))))))))):

4. had this long,oh-so-very long, talk about environmental issues.
OOH. cant stand long boring talks, no offence.

5. END OF THE DAY! - oh,& teacher gave us toblerone chocolates! :DDDDD my totally changed to liquid form so i froze it and ate it! MMMMM (:

6. had lunch&hanged out around the school.
&also talked about some ghosts stuff, though i told a rather lame&'funny' one. HAHA xD
apparently,HOYUTIAN,likes to go 'LALALALALA'&cover her ears at the same time we're talking about the ghosts.
I HAVE A SPECIAL MESSAGE FOR HOYUTIAN, WILL YOU JUST CHILL?!
haha (:

7. oh, fall in again, alone!
but sec2s came (: only sec3s didnt ):
AHHH! i hate joeytok for abandoning me okay (:
then when PLs&PS supposed to do the s[pot check thing all the PS fall out to chaeck except me.
as in i stood there like some kinda extra can. i felt so retarded. BOO ME.

8. oh!&i joined the games comm thingy for next year's sec one orientation.
HAHA. i didnt want to be too bored during the hols lah.
but i think its gonna be really FUNN! :DDD haha.
most of the gateway secones joined :DDDDD haha (:

the 3 most depressing things about the holidays! )))))))))))))))))))))):
1. i'll have to do a ton of holiday homewor, some of which might be put in sectwo PPR :O
2. i'll have to buy lunch&collects dinner everyday DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
3. i'll be bored to death! ):

- the most depressing of the 3 is actually no.2! ))))))))):
the collection of the damn dinner&buying of the lunch.
i'd rather starve to death kay.

OH! i hate that extra!(i tried to put her name inside but it was visible): oh wells. ) she seriously sucks okay. ROAR.
no offence to anyone who minds me saying this.
but she does suck a whole lot okay.
shes just out to spoil people's day. LIKE MINE. whats her prob?! she thinks she can butt in without permission and treat as if shes like part of us?
TOO BAD, ACCESS DENIED.

im still rather sad that its the last day of school. sigh.
i dont wanna be a sec2 lah.
secone is good enough:D
&i love my class! :D
BEVERLYLOVESONECHARITY '07
ONECHARITYLOVESBEVERLY! :D

i'll never forget the times we've shared! :D

YAY.
im sad&happy :D

buy fiesta 08 tickets from me! (:

2007-10-25T12:20:00.000-07:00

im gonna start my PROMOTION OF SELLING MY
FIESTA 2008 TICKETS!
SO
COME BUY FROM ME!
its on: 29th march 2008 , Saturday (np's birthday.hint hint.)
time at: 9am to 5pm
venue: st.nicks! :D (map will be included!)

see, im so efficient so COME BUY FROM ME!
& anyone who sees this&is also selling, dont snatch my customers !
NO LAH, IM JUST JOKING (: HAHA :DDDDD

wheeee!~ so excited about the fiesta! i lovelovelove selling food and stuff :DDDDD
ITS SUPER FUN!
WOOOTS! I CANT WAIT!

last year's fiesta was A BLAST!
6WISDOM'07 ROCKED THE FIESTA!
WE SOLD MAI4 YA2 TANG2 ! :D

WOOOOOOOOOOH!

SCHOOL'S GONNA END IN 2 DAYS ):

SEC 2S GONNA BE MORE STRESS):

&I WANT MY CLASS NOW! :DDDDD

YAY.
ONECEEEOHSEVEN FOREVER! :D

anw

BUY FIESTA TICKETS FROM ME! :DDDDD

THANKS (:

*contact me if you wanna buy tickets from me okay (: or if you have any qns(:
** i've just changed my HP number so come ask me for it if you dont have it kays (:

im a bloody killer! &more!

2007-10-25T11:22:00.000-07:00

UUUURRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
IM SO PISSED WITH MY MUM OKAY! BLAHS.
whatever.i heck care.

IM A BLOOOOODDDDYYYYYYYYY KILLERRRRRRRRR!
IM A BLOODY KILLER!
IT HAPPENED LIKE THIS.
yesterday, during morning assembly, me&qixuan saw this black beetle thing.
i thought it was rather gross and stuff at first but found it kinda 'cute' in a way.
like it was crawling around. so adorable!
so,with my very retarded brain, i decided to name it TIMMY THE BEETLE!
but at some points it just stopped moving,like just STONED there.
so i tapped my feet in front of it hoping it would move again.
&it did! i did this about 2 times & it worked!
BUT!!!!!!!! DOOMDOOMDOOM!
when i was doing the tapping of feet for the 3rd time,
it moved towards my feet
but i was rather slow in reacting and too engrossed in tapping that when it moved front,
I STEPPED ON IT!
then benita,qixuan,valerie&all were like OMG kinda reaction can.
i was a bloody killer!
poor timmy had no head left, it was detached.
oh the dreadful sight! DDDDDDDDDDDDD:

SORRY TIMM!Y! dont come back & find me!
REST IN PEACE.

WOOOTS!
orchidPATROL MEETING'S TMR!
it'll be the last for this year ):
we only had like i think 4 orchid mtgs since june this year.
woots. so little. HAHA.

& tmr will also be the last guides session for this year on school days ):
then the sec2s&HCL sec3s will not be coming.
WOAH.
think the sec1s will be doing out total def individual presentation la.
i dont like presentations,
one reason is because i CANT SIT STILL! i'll be so very bored. ):
but i'll try my best to pay attention. it probably wont last. HOPEFULLY it does (:

AHHHH.
so many problems ! ):
this life is so depressing!

URGHHHHHH.
i really wish i could fly farfar away.

ROARS.

:D